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Chapter 8
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“Henry I want you to take me to bed.”
“Tina you’ve had a lot to drink. I don’t think you realize what you are saying.”
“I know exactly what I’m saying Henry. Come on don’t tell me you don’t want to.”
“Oh I want to. I definitely want you but not like this.”
“Then how do you want me?”
“I want to know what is going on with you. Where did this come from? We’ve been friends for months and never have you given me any inclination that you were attracted to me in that way, now all of a sudden you want me to take you to bed.”
“I’ve been suppressing my feelings Henry, but I don’t want to do that anymore. I have feelings for you. I want to act on them.”
“What about Bette?”
“What about her?”
“You’ve been separated for less than two weeks Tina. Maybe when she gets home you two can work this out. I know you still love her.”
“I do love her but I told you, I’m not in love anymore.”
“You don’t know that for sure Tina. You didn’t even give your relationship a chance.”
“Don’t presume to know anything about us Henry just believe me. Bette and I are over. I’m ready to move on.”
“What if this is just a phase you’re going through?”
“What if it is? There is only one way I know to find out for sure. I want to feel a man beside me and inside me again. I want that man to be you Henry. I don’t want all the emotional entanglements. I just want you to fuck me. Can you do that Henry? Can you just fuck me? No strings, no commentaries, no emotions, no promises, and most of all no regrets?”
“No I can’t. Not if I’m honest with myself Tina. As it is I’d just be a rebound relationship but I won’t be your one-night stand. I won’t settle for being your ‘fuck toy’ so you can convince yourself that you can be with a man.”
Henry cared a lot for Tina and would have loved nothing more than to have a romantic relationship with her but he wouldn’t let her use him for sex. Tina was drunk but he knew it wasn’t the alcohol talking. She’d been coming on pretty strong even before she started drinking. He knew she was in a very vulnerable state and he didn’t want to take advantage of her or worse let her take advantage of him.
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Wow, thank you, two chapters in less than 24 hours; well Bat, Tina doesn’t get her answers, but at least she is comparing. I think that perhaps her problem is not about sex with men or women, but with Bette, and not exactly sex; she said doesn’t want to hurt her ex-partner but she really does it; Tina is caged in Bette’s circle; she needs her ‘own’ friends, out of it; no even other lesbians, (probably the lesbian world at WE-HO is small and interconnected). I believe Tina possibly feel her guilt, and suffocation, and probably alone, (I’m just thinking). I like a lot this chapter and at the same time it is very painful (believe me, I’m not masochist); but I am discovering and understanding more about the dysfunctional issue between them. Thanks and pps
proteonomics. I will be posting extra chapters this weekend, because I have the time and the chapters are ready, but also because I will be traveling for business four days next week and won’t have access to my computer to make any regular posts. You can read them all at once or save them to read next week.
Yes, Tina’s issue has little to do with sex as she is coming to realize, but I wanted to give her a compassionate man to do her exploration with rather than someone like Josh. That’s why I made Henry a friend and confidant in this story prior to them becoming sexually involved. She really is taking the wrong approach but I don’t think she knows what to do, and Bette basically kicking her out of the house and telling her to figure things out on her own didn’t help matters. .
Hey Bat, to have you post another chapter so soon is really great, even if I don’t like the context of this chapter, which I should assure you has nothing to do with your writing talent. Tina really seems more than confused to me and should consider talking to some professional. Whatever Tina is looking for I don’t think that she will be able to find those answers by trying to force a relationship with Henry – she doesn’t to me seems ready to date him – and he is setting himself up to some major heartache. Please don’t take my next comment the wrong way – but when Tina wanted him to have sex with her he declined and stated that he wanted to date her, but right at the next day they ended up having sex together?! As for their ‘family’ it’s going to be hard for them to not take sides, it sure is going to get awkward should Tina decide to join their family activities with her ‘boyfriend’ so soon after ending her marriage with Bette – so she either has to attend without Henry or she is going to stay away, either way this means she is going to distance herself from her longtime friends and that’s definitely not healthy. How come Tina didn’t have any friends of her own when meeting Bette? She had been in L.A. for some time working in the movie business, there must have been people she considered friends. Sorry but it’s something I always wondered about while watching the show. But enough – waiting patiently for your next post.
as1219 – I will be posting several chapters this weekend, to make up for not being able to post next week due to my travel schedule so you can read them all or save some for next week.
I agree it was unusual that Tina didn’t have friends of her own, which is part of the reason why I made Henry a friend before they became lovers. Secondly yes it did seem odd that he declined the sex the night before then slept with her the next evening but they did ‘technically go on a date’. However, that wasn’t the point. There were a couple of reasons why he held off. First he did not want to have sex with her while she was drunk. Secondly knowing her agenda he didn’t want to be used for sex just to satisfy her need to explore her ‘feelings for men.’. When he said he wanted to date her, it didn’t mean that he wasn’t going to have sex with her; it meant he wanted it to mean something and by asking her to date he could at least feel like she had feelings for him. I will address this night in a later chapter because I felt they did need to talk about it after they both had a chance to process it.