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    Wanted (Chapter 2)

    The morning brought a simultaneous awareness to both women as to what had occurred almost all night long. The front of Bette’s body pressed up against Helena’s back. Their legs were tangled together as well as with the sheets, sticky from having been skin to skin for so long. The fingers of Helena’s right hand were intertwined with those of Bette’s left, Bette having flung her arm deliberately over Helena’s body at some point when they were finally drifting to sleep.

     

    Bette was barely awake as she cuddled in closer. Her eyes shot open as she realized what had transpired. She contemplated her options. Should she pretend she was still asleep? Should she slowly try to extricate herself from her entanglement?

     

    ”I know you’re awake Bette, I just felt you tense up,” Helena said quietly. She realized that even though this was something she had been fantasizing about for years didn’t mean Bette was going to be all that thrilled with what had happened.

     

    Helena turned to lie on her back and tilted her head over to look Bette in the eye.

     

    ”Do you have regrets?” Helena asked cautiously.

     

    Bette glanced across at their hands, still linked together, and then returned Helena’s gaze.

     

    She pondered how to put her thoughts into words. This was the last place she expected to be.

     

    ”How can I regret something that felt so good,” Bette finally said, resignedly.

     

    Helena could not keep a smirk from playing across her features. She lifted their hands up together as she did another quarter turn to face her body towards Bette’s.

     

    ”It was even better than I’d ever imagined it could be,” she said quietly. She couldn’t afford the time it took to play any games in this situation. She simply wanted Bette to know she had no regrets. She watched Bette react to this admission and a realization swept over her. ”Oh my God, you’re blushing!”

     

    ”No I’m not,” Bette said seriously, attempting by sheer force of will to keep the flush from consuming her.

     

    ”Are you embarrassed you didn’t know that I wanted you or are you embarrassed that you succumbed to something you didn’t even know you wanted?” Helena asked, as a self-satisfied grin became the hallmark of her countenance.

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    Comments

    1. Ok I thought the novelty of it all would have worn off by now. But nope they are still hot and you are still writing this fabulously. Quickie question have you made Helena a bottom pillow queen to accommodate this union?

    2. and they still remain hot and even a little sweet. I think this could work, the way you are writing them. this is the kinder gentler Helena we have seen in s3 not that bitch HELno from s2. i hope u keep going.

    3. As surprised as I am (probably not as surprised as Bette), I’m quite enjoying this. If Helena’s going to be transformed, I like your version much better than IC’s. More plausible, too, but that pretty much goes without saying at this point.

    4. What really makes this work is you…how you can make words fall together to make a pairing that is so outrageous seem natural is strickly due to your talent..Aren’t we the lucky one’s to be able to convince you to continue this twist…But our Bette is still way more Alpha than Helena…Go Bette Go!!!

    5. For the life of me I can’t figure out what it is about this pairing, at this time, that excites me so…yet, when I logged on this morning and saw this chapter, I actually giggled out loud. Giggled!!! You have taken a pairing that I would have NEVER wanted to see, and made it as exciting to me as a new Bette and Tina beginning. No, actually that’s not true. At this time, your Bette and Helena beginning excites me even more. Thank you for that, and clearly I can’t wait for the next chapter!!

    6. I agree with your message re: voting. I’m a fellow Canadian and I voted in the advanced polls.I never thought that I’d enjoy a story with Helena and Bette together, but here I am wanting more. You’re an excellent writer. Looking forward to the next chapter.

    7. I love this! To see these two very strong women being brave enough to be honest and vulnerable with eachother…and then to have their feelings returned…yeah, that’s lovely. And effin’ hot. Thanks for continuing with the story. I’m really curious about how people will react if they decide to keep this going.

    8. I have read almost every story on this site.This is the one I though would never happen. I’m a T n B fan all the way, The way you wrote this was more exciting than any B N T that I have read. To See Helena so at easy and Bette also. The are both willing to keep this a secret for Now. Let Tina have her fling while Bette has hers. I really love them together. thanks

    9. this was a grat story…i always had the secret thought that hellena was used and abused by bette and tina and everyone else so im glad to see that hse is more warmly accepted here…plus…didnt everyone else notice…shes HOT!!!

    10. the new helena is cool, and bette needs some loving right now…i still can’t really see them together because they are so alike phisically and a lot alike in character…i hope tina’s fling is a short one and she comes to her senses, but i’m such a tibetter that i want even bad tina be with bette…i love your writing and i want to see where this story goes…and if it’s just B&H story til the end, well, it’s still not as depressing as s3 or ffc story

    11. Interesting combination to say the least. Somehow you are making it work. I wonder if the acceptance of this story is linked to how unhappy we are with IC’s Tina right now. I love Gardengirl’s coining of the name Helebette. Please keep going as there is so much to explore.

    12. I sooo agree with Seahurst: it’s even better than Bette&Tina! Thank you for that innovation in L-word fanfic. I don’t think anyone else dared to imagine them together and yet, look how hot, how GOOD it suddenly is! Love it! I’ll be waiting for your next post!

    13. Some would say your Helena and the Helena on the show are alike, but I don’t think so. The one on the show seems so…herky jerky. We have no idea what happened to her over the last 6 months so it seems so fake that she’s suddenly nice. But your Helena is somewhat believeable.

    14. Love it love love it…lol Well who wouldnt want a little action for Bette??? nicely written your actually making Helena likable…even she thinks Bette is sex on legs!!!whod have thought!lol

    15. JKS, this is an interesting pairing and the encounter you’ve written is clearly hot! Still not too sure what I thinkg of this pariing though and shall just wait see how this plays out. Off to vote tomorrow!!

    16. Ok, I am hooked! This story is beyond HOT! But, it brings to mind that saying, “It’s a thin line between love and hate”. LOL! I love to hate Helena. But seeing the way she is with Bette in your story may just force me to actually like her. =) At any rate, I am very excited with your story. Please keep writing it. I would love to see where you take it. I am definitely coming along for the ride.

    17. i can see them together but for how long, so i guess helena will be called hanb bette is darling. and tina will be calling both of them bitch. so they’regoing to try and keep it a secret not ifalice is around.

    18. Who woulda thunk? But it’s absolutely brilliant, and may I venture out on a limb and say I see it having staying power??? Sure, opposites attract (Bette and Tina) but similarities stick… or so the saying goes. Besides, the way you write them, it’s completely believable! Probably would be on the show too, except so much is unbelievable there. Beautifully written, by the by, lyrical and realistic and very hot. I, for one, would hope you’d keep going with it, it’s got a depth and richness to it that you could continue to plumb. Great writing!

    19. Okay enough of this Bette/Helena thing if you ask me….I WANT B&T, I WANT B&T, I WANT B&T :o))…..But I must admit that it’s hot, but so wrong!!!!….and as always it’s beautifully written.

    20. The reason that this pairing works is due to your skill as a writer. Your Helena is a tad more subdued that the one from S2 but as passionate as Bette. She may be a more adventurous/accomplished lover than Tina which is certainly a turn on for Bette. It is certainly an intriguing idea. You seemed to have touched a nerve considering all the written comments.

    21. I can’t see S3 and the shit Tina is making on the Internet, maybe that is why this story doesn’t feels right to me, like it does to the rest of the girls on this side…..just a thought :o))

    22. Not many fans in this camp but I must tell you, I love this pairing. So delicious and meaty! Would you consider keeping them together throughout since your other stories fulfill the more popular pairing? Please? Thank you for writing.

    23. Thought I would never even be able to contemplate this even less actually read about it… but I think what is transpiring in the show (which I haven’t watched and refuse to watch but know enough)feel that Bettes pain with Tina’s rejection deserves some solace for her. How screwed up is that :(

    24. I didn’t think I’d like Helena, especially not the Helena from S2; however, I’m intrigued with Helena in S3. The softer Helena. The Helena in your story has me just as intrigued and I like the pairing of her and Bette — in this story. I’m still a diehard Tibette(r), but really am enjoying this story. So thanks for the update and please continue.

    25. Sheer perfection. So glad you’re in the business of making dreams come true (especially mine…) Your talent never ceases to amaze me. This was so well written and so believable and honestly N, I didn’t expect anything less than the perfection you delivered. I honor you.

    26. OK….This pairing is going to be so exciting! This story has so many directions that it can go in. It is fresh and new and I don’t think anyone has hooked these two together before……I am so looking forward to following this.

    27. I can so see this happening, as Helena does not seem to be the tyrant and torturer she was last season. I think it makes her more attractive, and well, our Bette has always liked the pretty ones. :) Thanks for the voting reminder, if we let the rednecks rule, our “new” right to marry and our freedom to be will definately be threatened. So PLEASE GO VOTE!!!!

    28. God, there are so many places you can take this story. It’s a stroke of genious. I CAN’T WAIT to see where you take this. Wait until Tina finds out, she’s gonna be floored!!! Just like the rest of us. (but we were floored in a good way)

    29. Hey Fins, you can’t stop now!!! I want to know what Tina did last night and with who…and what is Bette going to do if Tina says she did nothing and only wants her,,,will she admit to her second affair??? Please post soon!!!

    30. Thanks for continuing this story. As you can tell I am a big B&T fan, but the way you write this I can see Bette and Helena together. A friend of mine has this theory that Tina and Helena have been body switched on the show this season, so if you go with that theory this pairing makes perfect sense. Please keep posting this story.

    31. Not every couple is made for Forever but it doesn’t mean that they can’t be good for each other for a while. The way you’ve written these two so honestly makes me think there is some possibility of them bringing good moments for each other. Plus you’ll never know if you don’t give it a chance. How do you craft something that once would have caused my stomach churn, now make funny little summersaults instead? You’ve found that hidden something in both characters that makes this seem possible. Wonderful writing! Yes, VOTE TOMORROW! Especially if you live in Ontario or the Atlantic Provinces… not much we can do here in QC.

    32. JKS, your one of my favorite writers on this site without a doubt. But, I just don’t get it. There seems to be a double standard when it comes to Bette cheating and with what Tina has done, which to me has not been very clear. Never the less, I will continue to read this story with much trepidation.

    33. Finally I get to the bottom of the comment page…whew!!! You know you have a hit (hit a nerve) when the comments take up more space than the actual chapter…and have people posting again.. me…but I couldn’t help but want to read what everyone had to say about this…yup right on the money…This is way up on my favorites beside greentea and sun salutations…speaking of which she owes us!!! Pls don’t let up on this story it’s way tooooo Juicy..post again after the episode tonight so we have something good to look forward to…anyone find IC’s email address yet??? Tks JKS

    34. Strange as it may be, I am truly enjoying this story you’ve conjured up. Please continue as quickly as possible, I want to see what turns our Bette and Tina will make with their “new” interests taking hold.Side note, I like Bette being free, Helena being sincere, and for once, Tina being the ‘bad guy.’

    35. I’ve always wanted to see Bette and Helena together, and I just think they are totally HOT.. BUT, I don’t know why i’m having a problem with this story? maybe it’s how they got together, the reason I mean and how Helena is acting.. Anyway, I think they will work short term.. Long term nope not gonna happen.. Unless you keep turn Helena 180 degrees..

    36. Okay…that was really good. The only thing left now is Tina’s reaction or something with her. I mean, I know we all really don’t like her at the moment, but she’s still a great character, and I don’t know if I want to see Bette with Helena indefinitely, lol.

    37. jks…I can say that I am enjoying your story. Is it that I am coming to terms with the b & t split that I feel is going to happen? Is is because T is such a bitch this season? I don’t know…but you just keep doing what you are doing…love it.

    38. in regards to your sentiments on the vote tomorrow, i feel the exact same way. unfortunately the conservatives (right-wing) are ahead in the polls and right now the best we can hope for is a liberal minority government (left of centre). i’d like to take this oppurtunity to address my fellow citizens of this planet, especially us canadians. the equilibrium in which human rights exist is still so fragile; everywhere there are infringements, persecutors and violators to be found. tomorrow in canada, we have an opportunity to protect that equilibrium for another five years and electing a conservative government won’t do the trick. by virtue of being human, sharing this planet with bilions of other humans, we have a duty to stand for and stand with those in our global family who are being treated like anything less than that. i believe dignity and love are two things that exist in someone the moment they leave the womb, perhaps even before. those, like stephen harper, who would abuse their power and deny others the dignity in choosing how and to whom we express our love, should not be given power in the first place. girls, we’ve got the right to vote, we have the power. let’s wield it well.

    39. JKS, Wanted! More so this!! Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU for continuing this story. It is so tantalizing to see what could be if only Bette and Helena would open up a little and trust their primal instincts. This is an equal pairing; equal in desire, in want, in ability, in abandonment, in intellect, in stubbornness. The greatest thing thins is to love and be loved in return and this is a magical premise for this marvelous melodrama. Bette and Helena have a symbiosis in know what to say and in how they feel about the rest of the world know this delightful little secret. Show me some more of this loving. This can be mutually beneficial as having to give and trust someone else gives you the freedom to follow your own heart. Hopefully this is a period of seclusion and regrowth for Bette and Helena. One where they are sheltered from the attacks judgment of their friends and outside influences. Maybe then their one true desire will ascend from life’s trivialities and force each to act. I will be constant in my longing your next post. Thank you for this terrific tale. Your Loyal Fan.

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