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    So Sorry I Scratched that Seven Year Itch..1

    It had been two weeks since that terrible scene in their bedroom and Tina still could not get that final memory out of her mind. Bette had actually held her down and tried to rape her! Tina had been furious! Furious at Bette, furious with Bette, and finally furious at herself for her own lack of control and willpower. It had changed from Bette holding her down and tearing off her clothes; trying to force Tina into allowing Bette to have control over her body and emotions, to Tina surrendering to her own anger and lack of control. Tina had made Bette ***** her. There was no other word for it. There had been no love involved in that physical act. Tina had shoved Bettes hand under her skirt, had demanded what she thought she wanted at the time. To erase all thoughts of that woman from Bettes mind. As soon as it was over, Tina had been sorry it had happened. It had solved nothing. If anything, it only made it that much worse. She and Bette had held each other and cried out their misery. Until they were both emotionally spent. Tina had then gotten up, changed her clothes and walked out. Out of the room, out of the house, and out of a seven year failed relationship.

    Now the question was, what the ***** was she going to do? Or better yet, what the ***** did she want to do?



    Bette was physically exhausted. She hadnt slept a total of 24 hours in the last 2 weeks. How could she have done that to Tina? It was bad enough that she had allowed Candace into their lives. But she had destroyed their relationship with her infidelity and then tried to control the way Tina had reacted to it. She had heard herself referred to as a controlling ***** but had never realized how much of one she was! Bette didnt blame Tina for reacting with rage. How Bette wished she could erase everything that had happened. Happened with Candace, and happened to Tina.

    Tina decided it was time she got on with it! How long could she sit around and wish things were different? Things only changed if you worked at changing them.

    Bette had been calling every day. Alice was such a love to put up with all of this. She intercepted Bettes calls and continued to tell Bette that Tina just wasnt ready to talk with her yet. But Alice wouldnt let Tina just totally tune Bette out. How many times in the last two weeks had Alice relayed Bette says to tell you she is sorry and that she loves you. Nobody but you.

    “Well, it was time for change.” Tina thought.

    When Alice came home that night, Tina had a nice dinner cooked and had showered and changed into a nice dress.

    Wow! Alice exclaimed! (Wolf-whistle shrills thru the kitchen) You look great Tina! Did something happen while I was at work today?

    No, Im just tired of being such a drag. I thought maybe after dinner we could get together with the gang and have a couple of drinks. You have been sweet allowing me time to just mope around, but you need to get out, and believe me I know I do! Tina said.

    Alice replied Youre on! I could do with some time out and a couple of drinks!

    Alice called the girls and they all agreed to meet for drinks and conversation.


    Bettes day had really sucked. Provocations was proving to be a success even if her life wasnt. All the picketing had had the opposite effect on the showing. People were flocking in to see the exhibition and the rioters were helpless to stop them. Candace finally had stopped trying to contact her. Bettes attraction to Candace had changed overnight. She couldnt stand the sight of her now. Any glimpse of her caused such a wave of guilt to wash over Bette that her vision blurred and she could barely keep standing. The pain of losing Tina was so much stronger than any attraction she had ever felt toward Candace.

    Bettes phone calls to Tina had again either been intercepted by Alice or answered by the machine. Tina just would not talk to her. Bette was beginning to wonder if Tina would ever allow even a conversation between the two of them again. Bette had decided to give Tina the time and space she needed, but she had to call to check up on how she was. Bette couldnt just cut Tina out of her life, even if it was what was best for Tina. Bette decided to stop at the bar, get a couple of drinks and try to relax enough to get some sleep tonight.



    Shane didnt look like she had been sleeping much lately either. Things hadnt worked out with the new shop and Shane was once again scoping out all the girls at the bar.

    Tonya had magically disappeared from Danas life and she and Alice seemed on better terms.

    Tina was surprised to see that Kit arrived with Ivan. They looked like a couple with Ivan attending to Kits every need; even before Kit knew she had a need. Tina knew that Bette had disapproved of the friendship, thinking that Kit did not know what she was doing to Ivan, but Kit seemed very aware of Ivan. They even danced to a few tunes. “Now that’s enough of thinking anything about Bette!” Tina said to herself.

    Tina was feeling relaxed and comfortable with the gang since no one brought up the taboo subject. Tina had had a couple of drinks and was feeling pretty good when she noticed Alice staring at the bar. Even before Tina turned around, she knew Bette was there.

    Tina looked at Bette. Bette was staring at her. There was such pain and sorrow in her eyes.

    After staring at each other for what seemed forever, Tina got up and walked over to the bar.

    Hello Bette.

    Hi Baby. God its so good to see you.

    Ive been avoiding your calls. I couldnt talk to you after the way things ended.

    I know. Ive been trying to give you space. I figured it was the least I could do. Youll never know how sorry I am that I did this to us. I would do anything go back in time and change what I have done.

    I know. I want to change how things happened too, but wishing doesnt make it so.

    Bette felt an overwhelming sadness at those words. Would you like me to leave? I dont want to crowd you and Ive already gotten more from you then I deserve. (Please say no. Please say you want me to stay.)

    Bette, I realized today that we need to talk, just not yet. In order to do that, we are going to have to be around each other. Also, those people over there arent only my friends, they are yours too. One of them is your sister.

    I know. But I don’t think they need me here, they are here for you. Also, I dont want to give you more pain. I love you too much for that. Can you stand being around me?

    You know, even this morning, I would have said no, but I am feeling a little better tonight and I know I need to stop avoiding you.

    Tee, how much have you had to drink?

    Not nearly enough Bette.

    Me either Baby.

    Come sit with our friends and talk for a while. You look exhausted. But Im not ready for any serious conversation yet. Lets just see how we do being around each other.

    Anything you say sweetheart. Ill take whatever you are willing to give me. Ill get us another round and be right there.

    Tina turned and walked back to her seat.

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