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    Notes from Underground – Lovesong, Ch. 7

    Story written on December 17, 2012 by BetteAndTinaForever.
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    Short Story 6, Chapter 7: Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

    Notes from Underground – Lovesong, Ch. 7

    Short Story 6, Chapter 7: Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

     

    Los Angeles, Present Day

     

    Bette stopped talking, twisting half shredded napkin nervously in her hands and waiting for Tina’s reply.

     

    Tina sighed and looked at Bette, searching her face for the truth. Bette looked sincere and she said things that Tina wanted and hoped to hear for the past 18 months but could she go down that road again? Could she risk her heart again?

     

    “What happened, Bette? What made you suddenly decide that I was really the one for you?”

     

    “I knew you were the one the moment I met you in my gallery but the truth is, I wasn’t ready for you, I wasn’t ready to meet the one so I convinced myself that this wasn’t what I was looking for at that time and I ran away. And then I spent all my time trying to forget you, thinking that what I had with Jodi was what I wanted.”

     

    “And…”

     

    “And it wasn’t. I stayed in that relationship longer than I should have because I wanted to make it work and I convinced myself that she was the one for me and the time was right.”

     

    “And that’s the thing, Bette. You said you were not ready for me and you didn’t even give us chance to work things out but you wanted to make it work with Jodi. Why? What did she have that I couldn’t give you?”

     

    “Nothing…I know you don’t believe me but it wasn’t you. It was all me. I couldn’t deal with my strong feelings for you because I wasn’t ready to feel what I was feeling,” Bette sighed and looked at Tina pleadingly. “I know I don’t make any sense. You’d think for a Yale graduate I’d be more eloquent with words but I really don’t have any explanation, Tee. I fucked up. I went for short-lived passion and lust and because of that I lost love and comfort that you had offered me.”

     

    “When you put it this way then what I had offered to you sounded boring and lacked the excitement that you’ve got from passion and lust.”

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    1. Bette wanted Tina to get a chance to find happiness with someone else and when this happens it shows up saying she’s in love and wants her back. But the worst is that when Tina says she has moved on, Bette gave up too easily, I totally agree with Alice saying she did not try hard enough is a pity that Bette has to have Alice to open her eyes and make Bette fight for love Tina, this initiative should come from Bette. I also hope that Helena is not this spoiled bitch that Alice is saying yes and a special woman who apaixou by Tina. If opt for Tina to stay with Bette that is out of love and not because Helena is a bitch. :) – PPS

    2. Bette is weak and a flake. You know another good sign that you’ve found the love of your life? You don’t treat her like that. People like Bette, who shit all over their relationship, do not deserve people like Tina. I hope she is happy with Helena. At least let her know love like Bette did. Thanks for the post.

    3. That was a hard read for me but its life in the big city. Relationships are hard and take lots of work. I wish couple would use therapists more to assist them thru the rough spots. Usually its a break down of communication so having someone help you with that is kind of nice. Just me muttering. It brings up those old questions of worthiness that most of us have. Thanks for another chapter.

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