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    Weakness

    “Shane,”

    “Bette, what’s the matter?” Shane could hear the panic in Bette’s voice.

    “Shane, Tina has gone, please come.”

    “What do you mean?” Shane said.

    “Tina’s gone, I woke up this morning and her car is gone.”

    “We are coming,” Shane said, knowing that something was terribly wrong.

    “Thank you please hurry,”

    “We are coming,”

    Bette put the phone down and sat with Xavier in his stroller beside her. He was sleeping completely unaware of what was happening. Bette’s world was falling apart and her wife, the woman she loved more than anything had disappeared in the night.

     

    ***

     

    Tina knew she was running out of gas. She pulled the car to the side of the road and got out and started walking, heading up into the mountains. Her mind was racing. Her body was shaking. She wasn’t good enough for the life she had. She didn’t deserve the woman she had married or the child she had given birth too. She was weak. Her mind was racing. She was not good enough for people to enjoy her art. She wasn’t good enough. Her mothers voice in her head telling her she was talentless and that she would never get anywhere. She could hear Rachel telling her that they would ran away together. Her father beating her because he thought he would get rid of the gay. All the things she had been hiding for so long. Things she hadn’t told anyone. They were playing in her head. Things she had hidden in past.

    Tina stopped and clung to a tree, slumping down, she cried.

    “I love my son, I love him. I love my wife. I love my wife. I love my life. But I’m not good enough for them, I’m not good enough to be with them. I’m broken.”

     

    ***

     

    Bette paced up and down, Shane and Alice sat on the sofa watching her both of them speechless it had been hours since they had arrived. Bette was taking care of Xavier but at the same time their friends could see the worry and fear in her. The police and been and gone, they were looking for Tina.

    “Bette can I get you a drink?” Shane asked

    “I…”

    “You need to keep your strength up, you’ve got Xavier to think about.”

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    Comments

    1. What a heart wrenching chapter! It left me with anxiety for Tina, who is obviously hurting,; Bette hurting mentally and poor Xavier has no idea. I hope the police take Tina and Bette gets her the help she needs. Tina is worthy of a good life and Bette has her work cut out for her. Good thing Bette and Tina have a great support system in Shane and Alice.

      Please post another soon!

    2. I knew something was wrong per my previous chapter comments. Could be a combination of Tina’s insecurities and the stress of the premature delivery and post partum depression. Thank God she did not take Xavier with her and the baby is safe. Shane will be there for Bette as Tina may go off the grid for a while. She clearly needs major professional help. I’m not sure their marriage can withstand this because there is now a baby in the mix. And Tina walked out. Bette will have to be sure Tina is truly okay before Xavier is safe with her again yet Tina is the birth mother. Fixing this will take a lot of time. Tina has abandoned her baby. Very serious. This is so beyond walking out on Bette. Have to be honest – not liking this story at all right now. I get that Tina is mentally ill but bringing a premature infant into the story is tough to handle.

      • Hi Billy. Thank you for your comment. I am sorry you are not enjoying the story right now. This is a hard story to write as well as to read and I understand that. As some who who suffers from mental illness I want to show that people can live with it once you get the correct help. I hope you stay with the story but I will understand if you do not wish to. Thank you for your support.

        • You absolutely do have my support. I respect your writing endeavors. Our life experiences are always on the surface. I know this. With me it is the fact that I gave birth to a premature son who almost died and was very sick for several years. And to be candid it destroyed my first marriage. So just as you want to show that individuals can live with mental illness I need you to understand that writing Xavier’s prematurity into your story is a very huge trigger for me.

          • Hi Billy. Thank you for sharing that with me. I totally understand it’s a trigger and I am sorry about your first marriage. I hope your baby is doing well now and that you have found happiness. I am a little defensive because I wasn’t sure I was even going to write this story as it’s been a very slow burn to tina’s mental break. I am sorry for triggering you. I never meant to do that. And thank you for the support on my work. I sometimes forget people actually want to read my work

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