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    Worth FIghting For

    Bette watched Tina’s chest raise and full. She was on a number of drips, an IV to try and get her hydration levels up. She was having blood slowly dripped into arm, which were now covered in bandages, as the covered the wounds that she had managed to inflict on herself. Bette gently held her hand. She saw her woman in front of her broken. She hadn’t even noticed that she was breaking. A mental health doctor had been to see Tina and had spend two hours with her alone. Bette had been asked to leave so they could ensure that they could get the full story from Tina. The doctor had said they would be back tomorrow to talk to them both. Right now the main thing was Tina

    Beside the bed Xavier was sleeping in his stroller. Bette knew they had a long road now.

    Tina slowly opened her eyes, she was weak, she looked up at the top ceiling before she moved her head and saw that Bette was beside her.

    “I’m sorry,” Tina whispered.

    Bette reached out and touched her face, gently running her fingers along her face,

    “Don’t be, whatever is going on it that head of yours we are going to help you,”

    “I’m not worthy are your love or his,” Tina gestured to her sleeping son. “You will leave.”

    “I’m not going anywhere baby. I love you. I really do. I just wish I had seen the pain you are in.”

    “It’s not physical.” Tina whispered.

    “You can be in mental pain, I know that. I’ve just not seen it. I was so scared when I woke and your stuff was there an you weren’t. You’re the love of my life and I didn’t see you falling.”

    “We’ve been so wrapped up in Xavier, as we should be.”

    “Yet I didn’t see you slowly going downhill, you’re overwhelming need to work. You were scared.”

    “I could hear them in my head again, for the first time in a long time. They are there. Telling me I’m not worthy.” Tears slowly ran down Tina’s face. “I let them in again, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

    Bette gently brushed the tears away.

    “I’m here for you. Together, we will get you through this.” Bette kissed her wife’s forehead, moving to sit on the desk. She ran her fingers through her wife’s hair. “I will get you the best help.”

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    Comments

    1. I’m glad Tina is getting the help she needs. Tina has Bette and Xavier; Bette has Shane and Alice. Bette and Tina have a strong support system.

      Thank you for so many chapters at once plus tackling mental illness.

    2. Wow, poor Bette. She now has total responsibility for a baby who is premature and her wife who is so mentally ill that she will need major care as well. It will take more than money to get this situation back to an even stable situation. It’s going to take all the strength and help Bette can get. I am worried about her own mental health.

      This is going to affect the stability of Xavier. For if Tina would her herself, she could very easily hurt others as well. Think Susan Smith… of South Carolina. She was the one who put her two sons in their car seats and drove the car into the lake and allowed her sons to drown and then made up a story about the car being hijacked.

      This is fiction, maybe you can find a miracle drug to cure Tina. You know, a lack of vitamin K or something which if she gets enough of, she become the person she needs to be to be a mom to Xavier and a wife to Bette and the artist we all know she is.

      Thanks for this story….

      • Agree. Tina will not be able to be alone with Xavier for a very long time. How will Bette manage? A premature infant needs a lot of specialized care and doctors appointments. Bette may need to move back to the City for a while. I feel very sorry for Tina but wish she had shared more of her history prior to getting pregnant. Bette needs more than a friend support system. She probably needs a full time nurse. I worry about how she will cope. She needs to continue working somehow. Finances are a very important issue now. This is all going to be quite costly. Bette has already done so much for Tina and will stay by her side but she also has a very fragile son. And Tina is going to need psychiatric care for quite some time. Right now she is very unstable. Two serious medical events taking place at the same time. My heart breaks for Tina. And my heart breaks for Bette. But my heart really breaks for Xavier.

    3. Besides her dark family past Tina may have post partum depression as well. My sister had it very bad. I am so glad that Tina has Bette, Xavier and the gang to stand by her.. They are her life support. I feel bad for Bette as she didn’t have a clue as to why Tina was so badly broken. It’s going to take a lot of time and professional help for her to regain some semblance of confidence in her life. Everyone will just have to be non stop supportive, patient, calm and understanding..Tina will get through this and Bette and Xavier will be the light at the end of the tunnel. Thank you for continuing this.❤️

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