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Best For Me – (Chapter: What the sea wants the sea shall have.)
“No, Ash, no!” How did this get out of hand already? What happened to time and space?
“Well you did. You think I don’t know what last night was about? I told you…” Ashley was crying. It was heartbreaking and Spencer took a step forward, reaching out. Only this time Ashley didn’t want her sympathy, her comfort. The brunette twisted away and glared. “I told you I wouldn’t wait. I couldn’t wait. I needed to be alive Spencer, and… and things were just starting to be good. I had a date… a date…”
She sat on the bed, looking suddenly defeated. Spencer stared. She’d caused this, she’d done this, and her brain was raging. She had no idea how to make it better, how to fix this. “I know…”
“I kind of liked her. I mean, not like you, not like it was the greatest thing, but it was good and… I could be happy. But you had to go and fuck with that. Remind me that I can’t ever have what I want, what will make me happy!”
“Ash no!”
“Yes, for fuck sake, yes. What, you’re going to suddenly confess that it’s all been a lie? That you’ve turned around and now we can be together, and that all your problems have just melted away? Don’t be an idiot Spencer. You can’t be with me. You don’t want to be with me. If you did, you could and would have been long ago. I didn’t wait around for you to be. I didn’t wait around at all. I was just here because I love you and we can be there for each other. But I knew how things stood. Only until last night I thought you actually respected me.”
“I do” Spencer whispered, her eyes blurring with tears.
“Right. That’s why when I finally have a shot at making my life work you go and confuse the hell out of everything. Go on, tell me it’s all different now. Tell me you’re not just going to try and take time. “Work out where we are”.” Ashley punctuated her sentence with fake quotation marks.
The gesture was lost on Spencer, who could barely see now. Her breath caught in her chest. This was not how things were supposed to go. Her mouth opened, and then closed. She tried to say something but she couldn’t. Why couldn’t she? Why wouldn’t she? This was crazy…
“Yeah. I thought as much.” Ashley said bitterly.
Spencer was still stuck to the floor in the bedroom when the front door banged shut with a noise that sounded eerily final.
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*fumes* shes an idiot. which one “she” is idk. haha. they both are. but thats love? hell i wouldnt know. but uh..i cant wait until the next update. i want..uh..something. haha idk. :] i lug you AT
oh yea…i was first to comment HAHAH yay.
Please Please posat more I love this story…soooo good….make SPASHLEY work….i LOVE it when there’re together…..
“Are you satisfied yet?”WOW……… I thought after the last post that was obvious…but….PMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMNIT SPENCER!!! ARGH…you know theres this new contraption thats called a ‘mouth’ and when you open it words come out..imagine that! WOW! Thanks Clo for the nifty update, of course you had to add drama it wouldn’t be your story without it! ;) more? Plweeese!?! Come on I’m so sick, litterally with a fucking cold and I think its turning into the flu and…and I need more BFM or 28 Days! Either one or BOTH would make me a hundred times better cause me woves your stories, me woves you Clomle me woves you!
do you have to toy with us please put them together please
Ok, so I haven’t commented after 4,348 chapters, give or take a few, but I wanted to say something at least. I frickin’ heart your damn story. That enough? No? Ok. I regret to inform you that my present reading situation (i.e. at work, in between crap) doesn’t allow me much time anymore to read completely. It usually takes me 2-3 days to read one post and then I have to reread to comment and then, well, I forget to comment because you posted again. Such a difficult crazy spiral. Hold on, have to get my laundry. Ok, sorry about that. I’m at a friends right now and he’s pissed that I’m on here reading instead of playing video games with him…boys. I do love your story and I’m writing one myself, and have been for a while, but it seems as though as I write I become better than my last time, but then I read a story and know that I have a ways to go, to get it good. You know? You make a girl nervous to post her own piece. One of these days, one of these days. I’m sad to see this end, but I know that you will do it justice, so keep on, keeping on.
damn everything Ashley said never even crossed my mind. i thought everything was going to go spencers way but then you smacked me with the fact that ash was angry. i was as confused as spencer. lol. pms
i think i’m too crazy emotional right now to have read this. nothing like hindsight. you really know how to reach right in there and twist the old aorta clom. gah. did spencer have to stand on a chair to get her head that far up her ass? ashley certainly is a good mind reader.
argh! ashley was moving so quickly, she definitely wasn’t in the mood to hear spencer talk, though spence couldn’t even open her fucking mouth. she could barely think! they’ve got to get some time together and really talk, if ashley will give her the time… which she will! she’d better, anyway.
Holy Sweet Jesus. I didn’t see that one coming. Wow… Nice update. Do it again soon so I can be surprised again. :] Wooot!
Excellent post :-) And how easy is it to imagine something like that going down…ah, the human condition. To Ash I say, bullshit! You are in love with Spencer and going on a date, while you are still living with Spencer is nothing but a test. To think you are moving on and have a chance at being happy with someone you’ve known for how long and dated once…kind of magical thinking. To Spencer I say, BREATHE…and get your head together soon cause that girl is going to walk if you don’t let her know how much you love her. To clomle I say, thanks. You write damn good drama woman! I liked that you made them wait. Looking forward to seeing what you have in store for us! PMS!!!
wow! didnt really expected this surprising turn of event. god will spencer finally get her acts together and go after the love of her life before it’s too late! damn ash should fight more for spencer too instead of stupidly thinking of moving on. post soon AT! much lugs.
Glorious addition! Loved it..and the last one too
*fumes* shes an idiot. which one “she” is idk. haha. they both are. but thats love? hell i wouldnt know. but uh..i cant wait until the next update. i want..uh..something. haha idk. :] i lug you AT
oh yea…i was first to comment HAHAH yay.
Please Please posat more I love this story…soooo good….make SPASHLEY work….i LOVE it when there’re together…..
“Are you satisfied yet?”WOW……… I thought after the last post that was obvious…but….PMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMNIT SPENCER!!! ARGH…you know theres this new contraption thats called a ‘mouth’ and when you open it words come out..imagine that! WOW! Thanks Clo for the nifty update, of course you had to add drama it wouldn’t be your story without it! ;) more? Plweeese!?! Come on I’m so sick, litterally with a fucking cold and I think its turning into the flu and…and I need more BFM or 28 Days! Either one or BOTH would make me a hundred times better cause me woves your stories, me woves you Clomle me woves you!
do you have to toy with us please put them together please
Ok, so I haven’t commented after 4,348 chapters, give or take a few, but I wanted to say something at least. I frickin’ heart your damn story. That enough? No? Ok. I regret to inform you that my present reading situation (i.e. at work, in between crap) doesn’t allow me much time anymore to read completely. It usually takes me 2-3 days to read one post and then I have to reread to comment and then, well, I forget to comment because you posted again. Such a difficult crazy spiral. Hold on, have to get my laundry. Ok, sorry about that. I’m at a friends right now and he’s pissed that I’m on here reading instead of playing video games with him…boys. I do love your story and I’m writing one myself, and have been for a while, but it seems as though as I write I become better than my last time, but then I read a story and know that I have a ways to go, to get it good. You know? You make a girl nervous to post her own piece. One of these days, one of these days. I’m sad to see this end, but I know that you will do it justice, so keep on, keeping on.
damn everything Ashley said never even crossed my mind. i thought everything was going to go spencers way but then you smacked me with the fact that ash was angry. i was as confused as spencer. lol. pms
i think i’m too crazy emotional right now to have read this. nothing like hindsight. you really know how to reach right in there and twist the old aorta clom. gah. did spencer have to stand on a chair to get her head that far up her ass? ashley certainly is a good mind reader.
argh! ashley was moving so quickly, she definitely wasn’t in the mood to hear spencer talk, though spence couldn’t even open her fucking mouth. she could barely think! they’ve got to get some time together and really talk, if ashley will give her the time… which she will! she’d better, anyway.
Holy Sweet Jesus. I didn’t see that one coming. Wow… Nice update. Do it again soon so I can be surprised again. :] Wooot!
Excellent post :-) And how easy is it to imagine something like that going down…ah, the human condition. To Ash I say, bullshit! You are in love with Spencer and going on a date, while you are still living with Spencer is nothing but a test. To think you are moving on and have a chance at being happy with someone you’ve known for how long and dated once…kind of magical thinking. To Spencer I say, BREATHE…and get your head together soon cause that girl is going to walk if you don’t let her know how much you love her. To clomle I say, thanks. You write damn good drama woman! I liked that you made them wait. Looking forward to seeing what you have in store for us! PMS!!!
wow! didnt really expected this surprising turn of event. god will spencer finally get her acts together and go after the love of her life before it’s too late! damn ash should fight more for spencer too instead of stupidly thinking of moving on. post soon AT! much lugs.
Glorious addition! Loved it..and the last one too
Damn. I thought that was going to go a different way. Damn spencer ass best be telling ashely that she wants her. Or spencer is going to lose ashley for good. And that cant happen. Damn. PMS
Damn. I thought that was going to go a different way. Damn spencer ass best be telling ashely that she wants her. Or spencer is going to lose ashley for good. And that cant happen. Damn. PMS
woah…
woah…
hi *comes out from under her rock* i can actually see where Ashley is coming from. She was finally prepared to move on with life, while still being there for spence, then BOOM everything is up in the air again… the dust will settle and we’ll see if our girls can sort themselves out :) great post once again and cant wait for more
hi *comes out from under her rock* i can actually see where Ashley is coming from. She was finally prepared to move on with life, while still being there for spence, then BOOM everything is up in the air again… the dust will settle and we’ll see if our girls can sort themselves out :) great post once again and cant wait for more
Wow great chapter! It’s about time ashley let spencer know how she’s feeling and how much of an idiot spence is being! I cant wait for the next chapter! Update soon!
Wow great chapter! It’s about time ashley let spencer know how she’s feeling and how much of an idiot spence is being! I cant wait for the next chapter! Update soon!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ASHLEY COME BACK! GOD DAMN IT!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ASHLEY COME BACK! GOD DAMN IT!
I want to simultaneously hug you and slap you. The hug, brought on by the fact you’ve posted and I bloody love it. The gratuitous violence a result of me wishing you’d let them be happy and together! lol. Why can’t Spencer just take a damn risk – cos if she doesn’t, she’s going to lose Ashley completely and then she’ll have no one! What she did was unfair to Ash, and to herself, and it’s about time she threw her caution to the wind and just got on with being happy. Them being together hardly makes much of a difference to where they stand – they love each other, live together, share everything – why can’t they officially be together!? Bollocks to her family’s and Gray’s opinions on the subject – she’s a grown woman! rant now officially over! love you! Jx
I want to simultaneously hug you and slap you. The hug, brought on by the fact you’ve posted and I bloody love it. The gratuitous violence a result of me wishing you’d let them be happy and together! lol. Why can’t Spencer just take a damn risk – cos if she doesn’t, she’s going to lose Ashley completely and then she’ll have no one! What she did was unfair to Ash, and to herself, and it’s about time she threw her caution to the wind and just got on with being happy. Them being together hardly makes much of a difference to where they stand – they love each other, live together, share everything – why can’t they officially be together!? Bollocks to her family’s and Gray’s opinions on the subject – she’s a grown woman! rant now officially over! love you! Jx
damn whoa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is all i can say pms
damn whoa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is all i can say pms
They’re both driving me crazy…seriously.
They’re both driving me crazy…seriously.
Knew it. knew it. knew it. damn. The second spencer headed in ash’s room, it was doomed. Spencer lives in a box, where her thought process only makes sense to her…she never sees the big picture. If I were Ash I would be tempted to not walk back thru that door. Spencer better get her head out of her ass and really really really think about how to articulate what she wants to ashley in picture perfect form. and she knows what she wants…she is just weak. in fact, I feel as though she may be too weak for ashley. The excuses are tapped, Spencer. you cannot hold a claim on her. I have no idea what it is you are waiting for,,but if I was Ashley…I would walk.
Knew it. knew it. knew it. damn. The second spencer headed in ash’s room, it was doomed. Spencer lives in a box, where her thought process only makes sense to her…she never sees the big picture. If I were Ash I would be tempted to not walk back thru that door. Spencer better get her head out of her ass and really really really think about how to articulate what she wants to ashley in picture perfect form. and she knows what she wants…she is just weak. in fact, I feel as though she may be too weak for ashley. The excuses are tapped, Spencer. you cannot hold a claim on her. I have no idea what it is you are waiting for,,but if I was Ashley…I would walk.