I get so, I’m so

Emotional, emotional, emotional

This is how I feel every time I’m round you

I just lose control when I’m in the same room

I get so, I’m so

Emotional, emotional, emotional

So what do you think

Should I roll up, like I do it on dubs

Show her what it is

Make her miss my love

Yea reminisce on us

Look at me stressin, so caught up

Learnin my lesson, I realize

But now it’s lookin like its too late

Cause he just wrapped his hands around that slim waist

That’s my waist

Please don’t tell me she’s dancing the same way

She danced with me

Man that could never be

That’s what she said to me

That’s why it’s so hard to believe

Now the only thing I feel inside of my chest is all this regret

I never should of let you go

Why’d I let you go

This situation is under my skin

There’s a war goin on within
This is how I feel every time I’m round you

I just lose control when I’m in the same room

I get so, I’m so

Emotional, emotional, emotional

This is how I feel every time I’m round you

I just lose control when I’m in the same room

I get so, I’m so

Emotional, emotional, emotional”

I look over to where Spencer is standing. I look deep in her eyes.

“Hey girl, didn’t see ya standin there

It’s been a long time

It’s feelin really good to see your smile

Every once in a while

I’m thinkin of you and me
But life is good I’m free yeah

Wait!

Baby I’m frontin

Honestly I made a big mistake

I’m struggling with reality

It hurts more everyday

I been blaming you for making me feel this way

And now I’m crushed without your love

This is how I feel every time I’m round you

I just lose control when I’m in the same room

I get so, I’m so

Emotional, emotional, emotional

This is how I feel every time I’m round you

I just lose control when I’m in the same room

I get so, I’m so

Emotional, emotional, emotional…”

                I back away from the mic and wipe a few tears from my eyes. I take a drink and go back to the mic. I sing my next couple songs.

                “Thank you guys again for being so great,” I said. “I love you all!”

                I left the stage and went back to the dressing room. I had to write down the rest of that song. I sat in front of the mirror and started writing. A minute later there was a knock on the door.

                “Come in,” I said. I heard the door open, someone walk in, then the door close. When no one said anything, I looked up in the mirror. I saw Spencer standing there. I spun around quickly. “Spencer.”

                “That song was about me?” she asked.

                “About you and to you,” I said.

                “It was great,” she said. “I liked it a lot.”

                “Thanks,” I said.

                “Did you mean it?” she asked.

                “Mean what?” I asked her.

                “That you made a mistake and it hurts more everyday,” she said.

                “Yes,” I said. “That’s why it’s taken me so long to get out and perform again.”

                “Oh Ash,” she said. “I’ve missed you so much.”

                I smiled and stood up. Spencer ran toward me and kissed me like never before.