Spencer sat in her room, wondering what exactly was to become of she and Ashley. The events that unfolded at the prom left her with a semi-shattered heart and 5 people dead. Amongst those was Madison Duarte. Spencer had managed to survive with just a bullet graze to her arm. Ashley hit her head when she fell to the ground and had a large gash on her forehead; but other than that she was fine. Aiden took a bullet in his thigh, but he survived. The thought of him infuriated Spencer.

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You’ve taken away everything
And I can’t deal with that.

He dropped an atomic bomb on Spencer the moment that he claimed that you don’t just cut off who you love. Ashley didn’t say a word. She didn’t deny it. She didn’t try to fight it. She didn’t try to say yes or no. She just simply stood there and told them that she decided who she loved. Spencer couldn’t handle that. She couldn’t handle losing everything for Ashley and then being spat on like it was no big deal.

I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We’ll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?

She had not spoken to Ashley since they left the hospital two days ago. She didn’t want to know if what Aiden claimed was true or not. The thought of the two of them together made her sick. She could taste the bile rising up in the back of her throat. Her tears were running dry.  She knew that if Ashley would call her she’d probably ask her if they could start over. And Spencer knew exactly how weak she would be at that moment.

Well I’ll try to do it right this time around
Let’s start over
Try to do it right this time around
It’s not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you’re the only one
It’s not over

But what would happen if she said no? Would she and Ashley be done forever? Would it simply be a reason for her to test her pride? Would she forever question Ashley’s real feelings for her if she agreed? How strong could Spencer possibly be when it came to Ashley?