"Ash can i ask you something?"

"of course spence, whats on your mind?"

"i know you had to leave and all, but why didnt you tell me? or call me and at least let me know that you werent…well..dead?" spence stressed her last word almost to a whisper

"im so sorry baby, but i had no way to call, i was always being followed by this body guard they had for me and all my damn calls i made were screened, they pretty much knew everything about my life, what i was doing,where i was, who i was with. i mean god damn they are so fucking crazy they even knew when i started my period and when i ended, they studied me constantly, they even had the body guard move in with me, it was terrible and the main reason i didnt contact you no matter how much it killed me was because they said if i were to contact you that would even put you in danger also. and i couldnt live with myself knowing that something happened to you because of me"

"im sorry ash, i had no idea…but could you like stop calling me baby"

"Oh okay im sorry, its just you know im just so used to it. it amost seems like we never parted" ash answered and her voice cracked

"yea well we did" spencer said with a harsh tone

"i know spence, i know." she said looking down at the ground

"are you okay ash?"

"oh yea im fine, but hey i better get going and let you and aidan get back to doing whatever "Roomates do"ashley replied with a sarcastic tone and maybe even a little anger

"okay whats that suppost to mean?"

"nothing just dont worry about it alright" ashley yelled at her

"Ashley why are you acting like this? i mean did you honestly think that you could just show up and sweep me off my feet and act like none of this never happened?"

"well no, but i just missed you so much and i couldt stand not being with you any longer, and i cant help but get the feeling that you dont want to be with me anymore and you dont love me anymore" ashley once again looked down at the ground

"Ash look at me" spencer pulled her chin up so that she was staring into the deep brown orbs. "i do still love you, and there wasnt a day that went by that i didnt think of you,even when i slept i dreamt of you, i love you with all my heart"

"The love must not be lost" ashley replied and she gently leant in to kiss spencer, a kiss so passionate and filled with love that even words couldnt describe there love for each other

ashley started kissing and biting and spencers neck, when spencer pulled away

"what was that all about spence?"

"ash i told you we cant just act like everything is okay, because really, its not, and im not sure i want this kind of relationship with you again, or at least not now, not yet. we need to at least dig up or friendship again, and we’ll go from there"

"fine then whatever spence, i guess ill call you later or something. i need to go tell those bitches that the deal is off and im not going to hide anymore because i cant stand to be away from the love of my life" ashley jumped up off the couch and ran to the door without even saying goodbye.

"Bye ash!" spencer said to herself as she heard the door slam