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    Set Me Free – (Chapter: 3)

    “Spencer, you still aren’t a talker, are you? At least, you always tilt your head when you are happy.”

     

    I hope she won’t be too mad when she realizes that it’s her that makes me this way. Wait! What did she say? How does she know about my head tilting? Our hand dating was much more intimate than even I knew.

    “I…I.. can talk”

     

    No thoughts are registering. Why? Because she is about 8 inches from my body and my face.

     

    “Spencer, you are going to be okay with this, right?”

     

    Okay, with what. With what?! I hate myself for not knowing this about her. I thought that I knew everything. She’s shaking up my world. It’s too much. I am supposed to feed myself with her and now she’s feeding me. I am having a hard time swallowing. But, I must know.

     

    “Okay with what?”

    She’s now 5 inches from me. Does she know that I am about to die? Surely she wouldn’t want to kill me. Not with a heart likes hers. Her beauty is extraordinary at this distance. I so want to hold her and kiss her and love her and make her my own. Not in an abominable snowman way. I love those old cartoons. But in my way. My tender way of loving her.

    “Okay with this”

     

    Her lips. Her lips are on mine. She’s kissing me. I am kissing her. I am dying. She tastes as sweet as she looks. Her kiss is more than I ever dreamed. Her mouth is hot. Wait, I can’t think her tongue is asking me a question. I am answering. She’s whimpering. She’s pushing her body close. I’ve wrapped my arms around her waist. Her heart is touching mine.

     

    ——kissing without thought——-

     

    We’ve stopped. How did she? Why did? I can’t think. I can’t form a full thought. I’m not one who usually has visions. I know that trees are green. I know that the sky is blue. But, could a place like this really exist. This paradise of her loving me too. I am lost. We are lost. I love her so. I do. What does it all mean? I think that my senses are coming back now. I hate that I don’t know everything about her.

     

    “Now, you know my secret.”

     

    Don’t go. She ran out of the bathroom. My body hasn’t left the wall. My body died during the kiss. She kissed me. She kissed me. This smile will likely be planted on my face for a while. I’d better just stand here. I never want to leave this space. I must remember this time. 12:14. But, I can’t stay. I might miss something. I have to know everything about her. Am I obsessed with her? Or she me? Who’s been watching who? I am so confused and in love.

     

     

     

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    Comments

    1. you are so amazing. I was looking for an update all day and then you go and type up this little masterpeice. Never before have I made so many giggling noises. NEVER. wow. You have no idea how in love I am. And bw, that was the best secret ever. Even better than my secret tatto that my parents don’t know about. Wow. I’m so in love right now, even more in love then Spencer is, though that is near to impossible. Lovely. Wooot. PMS please, please, please, please! I need it so so bad. I’m an addict and this story is my drug. Make me high, make me happy, make me float away on a cloud of Spashley love!!! OMG, you are the fucking best.

    2. oh lord!the most amazing secret ever!my god you are such a genius!this fic is the ONLY one to ever have me “Aww-ing” out loud!wacky-obsessed Spencer is so adorable!please…pretty PLEASE i need more!now! :)

    3. i just love this story. your so descriptive nothing happens without us knowing what spencer thinks, but when it comes to ashley’s thoughts its like a giant void and i’ll cling to this story until it is filled. pms

    4. You are quite the writer my friend…quite the writer! You’ve gotten me very interested I love how your writing this out and I want to know more…more about both of them. Keep going and I’ll keep reading! ;)

    5. ok…so i was sitting in an airport while reading this fan-freaking-tastic post and i totally agree with nottwinny – because i have never made that many giggling noises ever either – excecpt for whilst i was giggling people were staring at me because i couldn’t hold them in…hahaha. seriously though, that was the best secret ever and i need you to post another chapter right now. i can’t handle waiting. this whole stalking thing is kinda sexy…i’m not gonna lie. ok, i’m going to take a breather from all of this giggling! Post More NOW!!!!!!!!

    6. you are so amazing. I was looking for an update all day and then you go and type up this little masterpeice. Never before have I made so many giggling noises. NEVER. wow. You have no idea how in love I am. And bw, that was the best secret ever. Even better than my secret tatto that my parents don’t know about. Wow. I’m so in love right now, even more in love then Spencer is, though that is near to impossible. Lovely. Wooot. PMS please, please, please, please! I need it so so bad. I’m an addict and this story is my drug. Make me high, make me happy, make me float away on a cloud of Spashley love!!! OMG, you are the fucking best.

    7. oh lord!the most amazing secret ever!my god you are such a genius!this fic is the ONLY one to ever have me “Aww-ing” out loud!wacky-obsessed Spencer is so adorable!please…pretty PLEASE i need more!now! :)

    8. i just love this story. your so descriptive nothing happens without us knowing what spencer thinks, but when it comes to ashley’s thoughts its like a giant void and i’ll cling to this story until it is filled. pms

    9. You are quite the writer my friend…quite the writer! You’ve gotten me very interested I love how your writing this out and I want to know more…more about both of them. Keep going and I’ll keep reading! ;)

    10. ok…so i was sitting in an airport while reading this fan-freaking-tastic post and i totally agree with nottwinny – because i have never made that many giggling noises ever either – excecpt for whilst i was giggling people were staring at me because i couldn’t hold them in…hahaha. seriously though, that was the best secret ever and i need you to post another chapter right now. i can’t handle waiting. this whole stalking thing is kinda sexy…i’m not gonna lie. ok, i’m going to take a breather from all of this giggling! Post More NOW!!!!!!!!

    11. I love that Spencer can be crazy enough to “stalk” Ashley, but rational enough to wonder…who’s stalking who? That is a good question, yo. I know there is another update, I saw it when I started reading this one, but I wanted to say that.

    12. I love that Spencer can be crazy enough to “stalk” Ashley, but rational enough to wonder…who’s stalking who? That is a good question, yo. I know there is another update, I saw it when I started reading this one, but I wanted to say that.

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