Runaway

“It’s hard to say I’m sorry. It’s hard to make the things I did undone. A lesson I’ve learned too well, for sure. So don’t walk out the door now, I’m tryin to figure out just what to do. I’m goin crazy without you. You’re all I ever wanted. You’re all I ever needed, so tell me what to do now, when I want you back.”

I stopped dead in my tracks, turned slightly so I was looking her in the eyes, confusion running ramped through them.

“What?”

It was almost a whisper. All the anger seemed to have melted from my body, now I’m sure my face was the exact image of…hell, I don’t even know what my face would look like…I was shocked…no idea what to do or say.

“I want you back Spencer. I was such an idiot for ever leaving you for Aiden. I realized that. I got back with him because I felt guilty. About what I’m not really sure, but I know it was guilt that drove me to be with him again. I mistook it for love, and I’m an idiot. I broke it off with him. It’s completely over this time, I swear it. I know you deserve someone so much better than me, but I can’t stop thinking about you Spence. Every single night I lie awake in bed just thinking about you. Every minute that passes is like an eternity because you’re not there in my arms. You’re not there in my life. If you give me another chance I swear I’ll spend every single day making it up to you. I’ll wait on you hand and foot, carry your books, give you piggyback rides to class, do your laundry…anything you want! You’re my one and only true love Spencer Carlin, I can’t and I won’t lose you again. So tell me what to do, tell me what to do to get you back, I’ll do anything it takes. Hell, I just quoted N’Sync! That has to tell you something! I need you Spencer…I’m so in love with you that it hurts. It hurts so bad to not be with you, but it hurts so good when I am. Please Spence…please take me back…”