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    Growing Up – (Chapter: Forgetting)

    Story written on April 24, 2006 by caseygurl.
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    Better not to dwell.

    I watch a plane take off and even though I know it can’t be hers, I put my hand on the window, “Goodbye.”

     

    I am so tired when we get back to her house; I know I can not make the drive to campus.  I go back to Spencer’s room and lay on her bed.  It was just hours ago that she was there with me.  I smell her scent on the pillow and I drape my arm around it.  Unfortunately, it is not enough; it is not her.  I begin to cry, curling my body around the pillow.  Eventually, I cry myself to sleep.

     

    I wake up again and stretch leisurely, looking for the clock.  It is after one.  I told you I am not a morning person.  I try not to think of Spencer.  I try to think that I will just see her later.  Yeah, I’m sure that will work for four months.  I walk to the kitchen, yawning and in search of sustenance.  I open the refrigerator and pull out the items necessary for a sandwich.

     

    “Well hello!” 

     

    “Hey Mr. C.”  I reach for the bread and then a knife.  He sits on one of the stools at the counter.  “You want a sandwich?”

     

    “Sure.  I was actually just coming in to get lunch.”  I am still on sleep mode as I absently fix two sandwiches.  I return the perishables back to the fridge and take out the pitcher of juice.  I carry it with me to the cabinet and take out two glasses out with my free hand.  I push him the sandwich and pour the liquid.  I can tell that he is staring at me, so I look up at him.  I see he is fighting with his emotions.  “I can’t believe she’s gone.”

     

    “She’ll be back for Christmas.”  I try to feed him the same garbage Spencer tried to use on me.  It does not appear to work on him either. 

     

    “I know.  Promise me something, Ash?”

     

    “Sure.”  I take a bite of my sandwich.

     

    “Stop by every now and then, just to raid the fridge.”  I smile wide.  He is the closest thing I ever had to an actual father and it hurts to see him so sad. 

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    2. Ok I am absolutely LOVING this story and it has quickly become one of my favorites!! I say that as if there are tons to chose from!! haha!! Well anyway…your writing is awesome and I cannot wair for your next post!! You are absolutely killing me having Spencer move sooo far away! You need to do something to get her butt back here for good, or Ashley’s up there! Hope you post real soon…Don’t think I won’t be checking!! ;)

    4. DAMNIT!!!! lol…why, just tell me why you put me through this…i mean dont get me wrong…of course i love it…but this is just…oh gosh i dunno how to express this, w/e lol, please i beg of thee to continue and not break my heart to little bittie pieces, please find a way to get them back together….SOMETHING! thanks- your # 1 fan…oh yea thats right lol : )

    8. Ok I am absolutely LOVING this story and it has quickly become one of my favorites!! I say that as if there are tons to chose from!! haha!! Well anyway…your writing is awesome and I cannot wair for your next post!! You are absolutely killing me having Spencer move sooo far away! You need to do something to get her butt back here for good, or Ashley’s up there! Hope you post real soon…Don’t think I won’t be checking!! ;)

    10. DAMNIT!!!! lol…why, just tell me why you put me through this…i mean dont get me wrong…of course i love it…but this is just…oh gosh i dunno how to express this, w/e lol, please i beg of thee to continue and not break my heart to little bittie pieces, please find a way to get them back together….SOMETHING! thanks- your # 1 fan…oh yea thats right lol : )

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