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Best For Me – (Chapter: Just in case I like the dancing, I can’t remember where I come)
Gray looked at Spencer like she had suddenly sprouted horns from her head and started running around the room screaming ‘I am the lizard queen’. She stared him down, willing her insides to be as calm as her outsides were.
“What?” This time his voice was hoarse and broke on the single syllable.
“I’m leaving you.” She reiterated softly. Spencer felt as though her world was shattering from the outsides in and that she was standing in the centre, the cracks racing towards her like a speeding train. Any second now they would crash into her and she would fragment, falling into small pieces on her living room rug. “It’s over Gray.”
“What the fuck are you talking about??” She had his attention now. He was on his feet angry and red faced. “Is this a joke?”
Spencer took a step back, alarmed at his sudden anger. She had convinced herself he wouldn’t care that much. She should have thought better of that really. “Gray, this isn’t working and I don’t think there’s anything we can do about it.”
“For fuck sake Spencer! Is this about the goddamn argument because this is a screwed up way to win.” Gray’s fists were clenched, as was his jaw.
“How could you think that?” She wailed, now as furious as Gray. “This is so much more than this Gray. I can’t be married to you any more. I just can’t.”
“This isn’t funny” he looked aghast.
“I know” she replied softly. Tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear she bit her lip. “I’m sorry Gray, but this is what I have to do.”
He sat down, stunned. The subconscious of Spencer forced her arm out towards him in a pleading gesture for him to understand. The conscious Spencer pulled it back. There was nothing she could do to help him here. There was nothing she could say that was going to make a difference. She was acutely aware of her little girl sleeping in the next room over and her own urge to run away. She owed it to Elly and to Gray to stay and talk this out. Nothing was going to alter her resolve or change her mind but she knew she had to stay. Even feeling as nauseous as she did.
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ngasi_lei says
hey, yesterday i realized why Elly is such a great kid. Its cause…dundunDUN she can sign. Spence prolly signed since infancy. soooo Elly has always been able to communicate. ergo, good kid. in like the first 2or3 years of life your vocal cords just arent developed enough, and you cant communicate. but with signing, you miss those terrible twos all together.so enough of me being a nerd. nice up date.
bannerman says
ah, I love it! I think the arguments were great, even though personally, if I was Spence, I’d have gone on for a looong time – possibly even castrated Gray – call himself a man!? ha! I wanna post something this week, though I’m on location on Mon and Tues, in the studio on Wed and in lectures all day Thurs. On Friday I plan to sleep. See, I’m a busy God – it’s like making the world all over again – “On the 5th Day God had a seizure due to ridiculous levels of stress he had to deal with”. Goob, tell my son I may need to borrow Ash and Spence from him for a while, to aid me on my day of rest. I request more soon, Clom, do not disappoint! ;-)
comic24x7 says
Ok for the sake of the story and the fact that I contributed to goober’s injuries, I will bow down and declare the hemi-demi-semi goddess status. This is an amazing story and I am so glad Spence left Gray. I’m still wonderin what happened to Olivia though unless I missed something. Oh and I was jumping for joy when I found out that you have the force field. YAY! You truly are a spashley gaurdian angel. PMS
~Summer~ says
Hey Im glad u love me like a fluffy kid!! Like ive said!! Fluffy kids dont get enough LOVE…so yah thnks for tht mate!! Oh and I think i can remember me telling you that I had a dream about this fic..well anyways its not exactly about this fic..but when i wake up and think about the dream..its the only thing i can really think as of to why I would be having it in the first place..Its reoccuring..it just wont stop..Ive had this dream for about the last week and a half..same thing..exactly the same..every freakin night!! Its kinda strtin to weird me out!!! but anyways Im soo glad tht Ashley is comming to the rescue..but the thing is..will it be for the better or for the worse? Im gettin ansy waiting for it!! I LOVE love love you!!! thnx and No pressure to post more soon..I would like it! but i understand that pressure is not something writers should deal with! =)
ngasi_lei says
hey, yesterday i realized why Elly is such a great kid. Its cause…dundunDUN she can sign. Spence prolly signed since infancy. soooo Elly has always been able to communicate. ergo, good kid. in like the first 2or3 years of life your vocal cords just arent developed enough, and you cant communicate. but with signing, you miss those terrible twos all together.so enough of me being a nerd. nice up date.
bannerman says
ah, I love it! I think the arguments were great, even though personally, if I was Spence, I’d have gone on for a looong time – possibly even castrated Gray – call himself a man!? ha! I wanna post something this week, though I’m on location on Mon and Tues, in the studio on Wed and in lectures all day Thurs. On Friday I plan to sleep. See, I’m a busy God – it’s like making the world all over again – “On the 5th Day God had a seizure due to ridiculous levels of stress he had to deal with”. Goob, tell my son I may need to borrow Ash and Spence from him for a while, to aid me on my day of rest. I request more soon, Clom, do not disappoint! ;-)
comic24x7 says
Ok for the sake of the story and the fact that I contributed to goober’s injuries, I will bow down and declare the hemi-demi-semi goddess status. This is an amazing story and I am so glad Spence left Gray. I’m still wonderin what happened to Olivia though unless I missed something. Oh and I was jumping for joy when I found out that you have the force field. YAY! You truly are a spashley gaurdian angel. PMS
~Summer~ says
Hey Im glad u love me like a fluffy kid!! Like ive said!! Fluffy kids dont get enough LOVE…so yah thnks for tht mate!! Oh and I think i can remember me telling you that I had a dream about this fic..well anyways its not exactly about this fic..but when i wake up and think about the dream..its the only thing i can really think as of to why I would be having it in the first place..Its reoccuring..it just wont stop..Ive had this dream for about the last week and a half..same thing..exactly the same..every freakin night!! Its kinda strtin to weird me out!!! but anyways Im soo glad tht Ashley is comming to the rescue..but the thing is..will it be for the better or for the worse? Im gettin ansy waiting for it!! I LOVE love love you!!! thnx and No pressure to post more soon..I would like it! but i understand that pressure is not something writers should deal with! =)
Sweet_confusion says
EEK. Super Ashley to the rescue. dun dun da DUN. i loved this chapter, as per usual. and i should up date later today, and their should be some ‘action’ so you guys can be happy. lol. :]
Sweet_confusion says
EEK. Super Ashley to the rescue. dun dun da DUN. i loved this chapter, as per usual. and i should up date later today, and their should be some ‘action’ so you guys can be happy. lol. :]
Kyden says
yeah Ash is gonna be Spencer shoulder to cry on I love Ash in this story
Kyden says
yeah Ash is gonna be Spencer shoulder to cry on I love Ash in this story
sonXluffer says
ITS A BIRD! ITS A PLANE! NO, ITS ASHLEY AND HER BAG OF TRIX! hahahaha. Sorry, but its always Ashley to the rescue, never spencer. lol But this was a great chaprter. The arguments got a bit intense and that was good for the storyline. You deserve a drunken llama! lol PMS
sonXluffer says
ITS A BIRD! ITS A PLANE! NO, ITS ASHLEY AND HER BAG OF TRIX! hahahaha. Sorry, but its always Ashley to the rescue, never spencer. lol But this was a great chaprter. The arguments got a bit intense and that was good for the storyline. You deserve a drunken llama! lol PMS
sonfan2500 says
Excellent post. And just to let you know, I love you more than a fluffy kid loves carrots, cuz if a kid gets fat off of carrots then he must really love him some carrots. Keep up the great writing. Love ya mucho!! :)
sonfan2500 says
Excellent post. And just to let you know, I love you more than a fluffy kid loves carrots, cuz if a kid gets fat off of carrots then he must really love him some carrots. Keep up the great writing. Love ya mucho!! :)
hdgallant says
Wow i`m excited now. Ashley is on her way. Things will be getting intersting. Great chapter. Pms.
hdgallant says
Wow i`m excited now. Ashley is on her way. Things will be getting intersting. Great chapter. Pms.
goober says
I thought that chapter was written perfectly! The arguments shouldn’t have and wouldn’t have gone on longer, because both Spence and Gray are aware of what a sham their marriage is. Gray’s just being pissy because HE’S the one being left and it hurts his ego. He just wants dinner when he gets home and someone to do his laundry. Once the divorce is final, he’ll get a maid and be perfectly happy. And Spencer will get Ashley and it’ll be HOT!……Oh, and speaking of Spencer and Ashley, you didn’t misplace them. After Jesus rescued you, he decided the girls needed a bit of a vacation after all they’ve been through. He took them to Fiji for a week on the beach and some alone time. He’ll pick them up again next Saturday. He’s back now and a little nonplussed about my new H.D.S. Goddess status, though. He thinks it’s all poo. I, for one, am enjoyng my newfound powers, so thank you. ::::floats downstairs and magically stocks frig with beer:::: See? This is AWESOME.
goober says
I thought that chapter was written perfectly! The arguments shouldn’t have and wouldn’t have gone on longer, because both Spence and Gray are aware of what a sham their marriage is. Gray’s just being pissy because HE’S the one being left and it hurts his ego. He just wants dinner when he gets home and someone to do his laundry. Once the divorce is final, he’ll get a maid and be perfectly happy. And Spencer will get Ashley and it’ll be HOT!……Oh, and speaking of Spencer and Ashley, you didn’t misplace them. After Jesus rescued you, he decided the girls needed a bit of a vacation after all they’ve been through. He took them to Fiji for a week on the beach and some alone time. He’ll pick them up again next Saturday. He’s back now and a little nonplussed about my new H.D.S. Goddess status, though. He thinks it’s all poo. I, for one, am enjoyng my newfound powers, so thank you. ::::floats downstairs and magically stocks frig with beer:::: See? This is AWESOME.
carlymarie82 says
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO ANOTHER CHAPTER. I’M LOVING THE WAY THIS IS GOING. AND THANKS FOR NOT MAKING GRAY EASY TO HATE. I DON’T LIKE HIM BUT, I DIDN’T EXPECT HIS REACTION. COULD HE BE WITH ANOTHER WOMAN NOW? AND I’M SO SICK OF PAULA. THANK GOD SPENCER IS NOT 16. I HOPE SHE TELLS HER MOTHER TO FUCK OFF. PMS I’LL BE WAITING;)
carlymarie82 says
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO ANOTHER CHAPTER. I’M LOVING THE WAY THIS IS GOING. AND THANKS FOR NOT MAKING GRAY EASY TO HATE. I DON’T LIKE HIM BUT, I DIDN’T EXPECT HIS REACTION. COULD HE BE WITH ANOTHER WOMAN NOW? AND I’M SO SICK OF PAULA. THANK GOD SPENCER IS NOT 16. I HOPE SHE TELLS HER MOTHER TO FUCK OFF. PMS I’LL BE WAITING;)
tylo says
to stay would be harder glad that u have ash to lean on longer
tylo says
to stay would be harder glad that u have ash to lean on longer