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    Best For Me – (Chapter: Pull me out of the aircrash)

    Story written on November 13, 2006 by clomle44.
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    Bump bump bump bump… typical.

    “Are you excited about tomorrow?” Ashley asked, leaning across the table to wipe some spaghetti sauce off Elly’s chin. Spencer smiled warmly at the gesture.

     

    “I wouldn’t bother with that if I were you, she’ll be covered in it before long.” Spencer twirled her own pasta on her fork and cocked her head sideways in a gesture that was so very Spencer. “I am excited, I mean, I get to see the baby for the first time. But you don’t see much, and…”

     

    “And…” Ashley prompted,

     

    “And I know I’m going to have an argument with my Obstetrician, which will be less than fun.”

     

    “Why?” Ashley’s forehead wrinkled with the not understanding.

     

    “Because he’s going to want to do more tests.” Spencer took a bite of her spaghetti, snagging a meatball as she went.

     

    “Is that a bad thing? Don’t more tests make things more safe?”

     

    “Nope. He’ll want to do amniocentesis, to see if there’s anything wrong.”

     

    “Mmm… I don’t know what that is.” Ashley bit her cheek thoughtfully. “But don’t you want to know if something’s wrong?”

     

    “It’s a needle thing. And no. What am I going to do? It’s not going to change anything, I’ll still have and love the baby. And the amnio can cause a miscarriage, I don’t wanna chance that.” Spencer leaned over and filled Elly’s glass with water.

     

    “Ok. I guess. But what if the baby has a heart problem like Elly? Don’t you want to know that before it’s born, so you can be prepared.”

     

    “I guess I’ll be half expecting it anyway, even if they were to tell me that everything was fine. Anyway, they can’t tell everything from amniocentesis. All the pre-birth tests could be perfectly normal and the baby could still have something wrong. Or different. I think Elly is perfect, just as she is. And this baby will be the same. Perfect. To me. No matter what.”

     

    Ashley smiled. “You’re beautiful you know that.”

     

    Spencer blushed and laughed embarrassedly. “Where did that come from?” She began to clear the table, very flustered. She liked the fact that the sexy musician thought she was beautiful and it created that oh so familiar flutter inside her.

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    1. Goob, I’m glad it’s not just me that noticed he’s been wearing the same pair! that boy’s an embarrassment I tell you – I almost wish I’d never sent him to earth so save mankind… almost. Removing those Speedos would definitely be for the good of man!

    3. :) Ok I loved it as usual but I’m having a bad day today so I don’t have the energy for a long happy comment. This update made me a lot happier though so thanks clom! I love your stories

    5. I like how I feel about this fic right now. I am comfortable.It seems that there has been a slight change in the force, young Skywalker. Up until now, Ashley had come off as a confident, “together” lady who happened to be falling in love with a good friend. Spencer was confused about her emotions all the while dealing with some serious life business.Now, I am sensing that Ashley has a lot more insecurities, and a seemingly darker past than had been revealed thus far. Spencer keeps alluding to her life being “complicated,” too complicated apparently, to persue a romantic relat. with Ashley. To me, that’s bullshit. Spencer’s “complicated” situation that is. These barriers and issues, for the most part, have been erected by Spencer to keep her from what she really wants. Now, yes, I fully understand the seriousness of this pregnancy, divorce…these are real life problems, and must be taken seriously…but if one really looks at the big picture, the waxing and waning of the romance between the two, could predictably cause more harm to the relat. than good. Swinging back to Ashley’s end of things, I have now determined that the barrier between the two is not Spencer, but Ash. Ash has never had a great track record nurturing a relat. with anyone it seems. She aluded to family and friends and lovers falling through the cracks, because she could never keep them going, whether out fear, laziness, or her own self destructive behaviors. She now as a wonderfully deep friendship that teeters on a fence of something much more. Ash must prove to herself that she can be “a friend;” that, she can be there for people and commit to all of it. This is the test. Right here. But, oh god, what is this?? She’s in love, falling, fell, splat on her face. Now the rules she has set up, the boundaries erected for herself and for Spencer are bending against the weight of uncontrollable emotions. This now demands a whole new set of boundaries, and Ashley has no idea, it seems, what the hell these would be. She is trying her best. And doing very well I might add. She stopped the passion from continuing, ceasing Spencer’s advances, when we all know it must have taken the willpower of a surviving POW.Spencer knows Ashley is for her. She knows that, really, there isn’t too much standing in the way. Gray and she are doing better than expected. He will be there for her…when he can. Yah, he’ll miss doctor apts, and put priorities elsewhere, but he is there. Mama Carlin has her issues. Spencer can’t allow these to dictate her life. No one can dictate her life. Spencer is starting to take the reigns and regain control for she and Elly. A few posts back Ash grumbled over bad timing. And yeah, the timing here isn’t great. But, yah know what, if it isn’t something, it’s another, and before you know it, years have past, time is lost, and regrets rise to the surface like a pingpong ball underwater.I am concerned for Ashley. Just a bit. But, I guess all this babble is to say, Sarah, that I see how you have created a more complex world with these women, and the onion is slowly but surely being peeled. Ash must prove to herself she can be mature, and harvest a relat. to full growth. She isn’t that naive, irresponsible, selfish woman in her early twenties that she once was. Her life is changing for the better. Spencer is no longer that shy, insecure housewife, ready to roll over and allow herself to be bulldozed by her mother, Gray, the check out lady who somehow turns the emotional tables on her guest,as Spencer fumbles nervously for that coupon she swore she put in her wallet, not sure if she is more embarrassed for holding up the line, or for the fact that she is allowing this woman to make her feel like she is nothing.They both have something to prove. To themselves. To their loved ones. To each other. This is vital to their existance, their personal needs to grow.When the time is right, they will know. The bullshit will be pushed to the sides, and their it will rest, patiently, and so utterly clear…that wonderful, beautiful almost tangible entity that connects two people who are in love.Yay for this fic!

    6. Goob, I’m glad it’s not just me that noticed he’s been wearing the same pair! that boy’s an embarrassment I tell you – I almost wish I’d never sent him to earth so save mankind… almost. Removing those Speedos would definitely be for the good of man!

    8. :) Ok I loved it as usual but I’m having a bad day today so I don’t have the energy for a long happy comment. This update made me a lot happier though so thanks clom! I love your stories

    10. I like how I feel about this fic right now. I am comfortable.It seems that there has been a slight change in the force, young Skywalker. Up until now, Ashley had come off as a confident, “together” lady who happened to be falling in love with a good friend. Spencer was confused about her emotions all the while dealing with some serious life business.Now, I am sensing that Ashley has a lot more insecurities, and a seemingly darker past than had been revealed thus far. Spencer keeps alluding to her life being “complicated,” too complicated apparently, to persue a romantic relat. with Ashley. To me, that’s bullshit. Spencer’s “complicated” situation that is. These barriers and issues, for the most part, have been erected by Spencer to keep her from what she really wants. Now, yes, I fully understand the seriousness of this pregnancy, divorce…these are real life problems, and must be taken seriously…but if one really looks at the big picture, the waxing and waning of the romance between the two, could predictably cause more harm to the relat. than good. Swinging back to Ashley’s end of things, I have now determined that the barrier between the two is not Spencer, but Ash. Ash has never had a great track record nurturing a relat. with anyone it seems. She aluded to family and friends and lovers falling through the cracks, because she could never keep them going, whether out fear, laziness, or her own self destructive behaviors. She now as a wonderfully deep friendship that teeters on a fence of something much more. Ash must prove to herself that she can be “a friend;” that, she can be there for people and commit to all of it. This is the test. Right here. But, oh god, what is this?? She’s in love, falling, fell, splat on her face. Now the rules she has set up, the boundaries erected for herself and for Spencer are bending against the weight of uncontrollable emotions. This now demands a whole new set of boundaries, and Ashley has no idea, it seems, what the hell these would be. She is trying her best. And doing very well I might add. She stopped the passion from continuing, ceasing Spencer’s advances, when we all know it must have taken the willpower of a surviving POW.Spencer knows Ashley is for her. She knows that, really, there isn’t too much standing in the way. Gray and she are doing better than expected. He will be there for her…when he can. Yah, he’ll miss doctor apts, and put priorities elsewhere, but he is there. Mama Carlin has her issues. Spencer can’t allow these to dictate her life. No one can dictate her life. Spencer is starting to take the reigns and regain control for she and Elly. A few posts back Ash grumbled over bad timing. And yeah, the timing here isn’t great. But, yah know what, if it isn’t something, it’s another, and before you know it, years have past, time is lost, and regrets rise to the surface like a pingpong ball underwater.I am concerned for Ashley. Just a bit. But, I guess all this babble is to say, Sarah, that I see how you have created a more complex world with these women, and the onion is slowly but surely being peeled. Ash must prove to herself she can be mature, and harvest a relat. to full growth. She isn’t that naive, irresponsible, selfish woman in her early twenties that she once was. Her life is changing for the better. Spencer is no longer that shy, insecure housewife, ready to roll over and allow herself to be bulldozed by her mother, Gray, the check out lady who somehow turns the emotional tables on her guest,as Spencer fumbles nervously for that coupon she swore she put in her wallet, not sure if she is more embarrassed for holding up the line, or for the fact that she is allowing this woman to make her feel like she is nothing.They both have something to prove. To themselves. To their loved ones. To each other. This is vital to their existance, their personal needs to grow.When the time is right, they will know. The bullshit will be pushed to the sides, and their it will rest, patiently, and so utterly clear…that wonderful, beautiful almost tangible entity that connects two people who are in love.Yay for this fic!

    13. ah-hah i’m the 1st one to comment… wohooo…. i love your ashley, she’s so cool and wonderful. giving all the loving support to spencer…sighhh… u make me so happy. so anyway when is ash and spence gonna be a couple!! when when when

    14. ah-hah i’m the 1st one to comment… wohooo…. i love your ashley, she’s so cool and wonderful. giving all the loving support to spencer…sighhh… u make me so happy. so anyway when is ash and spence gonna be a couple!! when when when

    15. ARRRGGG, brain. imploding. over. nerdy. doctor. jargon. WHEW! *whipes brow* but you so made up for it by using actual conversations over the last few days. *grumble grumble* you call me chicken little *grumble* and gray is an ass again. Was he a friend of Glens? is that how he and spencer met? but HORRAY for SUPER ASHLEY!!

    16. ARRRGGG, brain. imploding. over. nerdy. doctor. jargon. WHEW! *whipes brow* but you so made up for it by using actual conversations over the last few days. *grumble grumble* you call me chicken little *grumble* and gray is an ass again. Was he a friend of Glens? is that how he and spencer met? but HORRAY for SUPER ASHLEY!!

    17. What does THAT comment mean *points up*… I think i’m insulted… and I’m not even sure why… do I not usually use actual conversations? What? WHAT?

    18. What does THAT comment mean *points up*… I think i’m insulted… and I’m not even sure why… do I not usually use actual conversations? What? WHAT?

    19. AWWW!!! You rock! That was such a cute chapter. I loved it to death. Im glad ashley is there when gray cant be…and for some reason i picture him with an english accent. I’m not sure why, though. He just reminds me of someone who is english. PMS!!!

    20. AWWW!!! You rock! That was such a cute chapter. I loved it to death. Im glad ashley is there when gray cant be…and for some reason i picture him with an english accent. I’m not sure why, though. He just reminds me of someone who is english. PMS!!!

    29. YAY! I was (secretly) hoping Gray would call and say he couldn’t make it! *evil grin* Me woves you Clo! And of course you can have brownies! Whatever you watn its yours my friend!! Can I just say you made me smile when Elly threw the ducky at Ashley that whole scene was great! I’ll give you a extra brownie if you make Ashley realize they would be MORE than friends!!! *sigh* I’ve been slaving over a hot stove here! *sigh* ;) hehe, ok ok YAY again for two updates! You rock my socks and then some!

    30. YAY! I was (secretly) hoping Gray would call and say he couldn’t make it! *evil grin* Me woves you Clo! And of course you can have brownies! Whatever you watn its yours my friend!! Can I just say you made me smile when Elly threw the ducky at Ashley that whole scene was great! I’ll give you a extra brownie if you make Ashley realize they would be MORE than friends!!! *sigh* I’ve been slaving over a hot stove here! *sigh* ;) hehe, ok ok YAY again for two updates! You rock my socks and then some!

    33. oh, and reason number two as to why I think Gray’s a prize dick – he can’t even be arsed to learn how to communicate with his own kid!? what a poor excuse for a father! He doesn’t deserve to be called a ‘man’! okay, mini rant over :-)

    34. oh, and reason number two as to why I think Gray’s a prize dick – he can’t even be arsed to learn how to communicate with his own kid!? what a poor excuse for a father! He doesn’t deserve to be called a ‘man’! okay, mini rant over :-)

    35. hello there! Just a small note – I would love for you and Goob to send a shitload of Cloobers over here, could be fun – like a big gathering… I see fun times ahead. That aside I apologise for not leaving messages after all of your posts – I love them all, read them all, and then have to bugger off again and get work done. You and Goob are not merely a summer fling, more like a love affair that has been put on hold for a short time – call it a long distance relationship, if you will! I miss the banter, but will continue to try and wheedle my way back into your good books ;-) Was chuffed to see two posts when I came online today. go you! oh, and update soon :-D Gray’s a total arse and deserves a beating – he should have been there. Although Ash being there is lots better, of course! Now if only you’d let them see the error of their ways and have them get together. Ash is a total ledge in this story, and Elly is a little legend in her own right! btw, Goob – get Jesus to change his damn speedos, apart from being a sheer embarrassment, he’s practically living in them and our neighbours are beginning to bitch behind his back! The joy of being the omnipotent and omniscient being that I am means I can hear all that they say about him… they shall be dealing with a plague within a week – I’m thinking locusts! ;-) more soon uberclom!

    36. hello there! Just a small note – I would love for you and Goob to send a shitload of Cloobers over here, could be fun – like a big gathering… I see fun times ahead. That aside I apologise for not leaving messages after all of your posts – I love them all, read them all, and then have to bugger off again and get work done. You and Goob are not merely a summer fling, more like a love affair that has been put on hold for a short time – call it a long distance relationship, if you will! I miss the banter, but will continue to try and wheedle my way back into your good books ;-) Was chuffed to see two posts when I came online today. go you! oh, and update soon :-D Gray’s a total arse and deserves a beating – he should have been there. Although Ash being there is lots better, of course! Now if only you’d let them see the error of their ways and have them get together. Ash is a total ledge in this story, and Elly is a little legend in her own right! btw, Goob – get Jesus to change his damn speedos, apart from being a sheer embarrassment, he’s practically living in them and our neighbours are beginning to bitch behind his back! The joy of being the omnipotent and omniscient being that I am means I can hear all that they say about him… they shall be dealing with a plague within a week – I’m thinking locusts! ;-) more soon uberclom!

    39. Holy Christ on a comet! BANNERMAN beat me to responding! What strange and topsey turvey alternate universe have I been thrown into? So, yeah. I had a chat with Jesus about the speedos. It’s not that he won’t stop wearing them, it’s more like he won’t stop wearing the same pair. It IS getting a bit embarassing. I had Spencer talk to him. She’s a sweetheart so I think she’s handle it delicately. Hehe, handle it delicately. That could be sooooo dirty….but I’m SO not going there. Love the update, Clom! How’s the army of Cloobers going? I’m kind of tempted to see my hybridized offspring, actually. Send baby pics when you get them!

    40. Holy Christ on a comet! BANNERMAN beat me to responding! What strange and topsey turvey alternate universe have I been thrown into? So, yeah. I had a chat with Jesus about the speedos. It’s not that he won’t stop wearing them, it’s more like he won’t stop wearing the same pair. It IS getting a bit embarassing. I had Spencer talk to him. She’s a sweetheart so I think she’s handle it delicately. Hehe, handle it delicately. That could be sooooo dirty….but I’m SO not going there. Love the update, Clom! How’s the army of Cloobers going? I’m kind of tempted to see my hybridized offspring, actually. Send baby pics when you get them!

    45. I think Elly is perfect, just as she is. And this baby will be the same. Perfect. To me. No matter what.” — That’s awesome and totally Spencer. I love that she feels this way. Ashley, Elly, and SPencer together rocks my socks.

    46. I think Elly is perfect, just as she is. And this baby will be the same. Perfect. To me. No matter what.” — That’s awesome and totally Spencer. I love that she feels this way. Ashley, Elly, and SPencer together rocks my socks.

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