Gone

Um. Wow. Like…seriously, wow. It happened again. She left me…again.

“Hey baby. I miss you. Where’ve you been lately?”

“Aiden…we need to talk…”

“Ok. What’s up?”

“We’re through. Dunzo. Over. No longer a couple. Got it? Good. Bye.”

And that was it. So here I am…sitting in my room listening to this damn N’Sync CD. It’s sad when a boy band can relate to what I’m going through right now.

I can’t say I didn’t see this coming. I just didn’t think it’d be this soon. I mean, it was only a month! She didn’t even give me a reason. She’d been avoiding me at all costs this week.

When we got back together I was ecstatic. And she seemed to be too. I knew she still loved me. I mean, she wouldn’t leave Spencer if she didn’t right? So why now, after we just got back together, does she end it? I don’t get it.

What will I do, if I can’t be with you? Tell me where will I turn to? Baby who will I be, now that we are apart? Am I still in your heart? Baby why don’t you see, that I need you here with me?

God damn…why do they have to know EXACTLY what’s going on? What the hell. It’s like…they had a time machine and went to the future and saw what happened. Damn you N’Sync. Damn you for being right.

I need to see her. At least to get a reason why…and maybe to get her to rethink her decision…psht yeah…like that’ll happen.

I just can’t believe she’s gone…