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    All Alone – (Chapter: The Last Night)

    Spencer pov

    You come to me with scars on your wrist

    You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this

    I just came to say goodbye

    Didn’t want you to see me cry

    I’m fine

    But I know it’s a lie

    The rest of the weekend was spent staring at my ceiling. Tracing the pattern on my bead spread over and over again, I’ve finally had enough. I didn’t want the sun to rise anymore. I’d had enough of these stupid temporary releases. The took away the pain, but their effects eventually washed away, just like my sanity. I’ve made up my mind. By Wednesday night I would never have to see another sun rise again.

    Ashley pov

    This is the last night you’ll spend alone

    Look me in the eye so I know you know

    I’m everywhere you want me to be

    The last night you’ll spend alone

    I’ll wrap you in my arms and won’t let go

    I’m everything you need me to be

    I spent the entire weekend working on my plan to get Spencer back, and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t get around it, I knew we couldn’t just be friends. She meant way more to me than that. I can’t believe how much I’ve already hurt his girl. It wasn’t going to be easy, but I had to break up with Aiden. Deep down I knew that I do love him. Over these last couple of months I’ve managed to see he’s deeper than just another air head jock. Believe it or no he’s one of my best friends. I was going to miss him…

    Spencer pov

    Your parents say everything is your fault

    But they don’t know you like I know you

    They don’t know you at all

    I’m so sick of when they say it’s just a faze

    You’ll be ok

    You’re fine

    But I know it’s a lie

    I knew what I had to do, and I wasn’t scared. Anxious yes, but scared no. No one will miss me, and I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. I just can’t bare being the cause of Ashley’s pain anymore. It’s a cross she was never meant to bare. I skipped school working on my plan. It didn’t take me long to find the gun my father left behind. I guess he was in such a rush he forgot to take it with him. At least he managed to do something for me before he left. I wrapped my fingers around the cool mental, fantasizing the end, playing with the trigger, and imaging how good this relief would feel. I set it under my mattress and went to find razor…

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