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    Best For Me – (Chapter: What is love but a bolt from the blue, what is a bolt but a glorified screw?)

    Story written on December 30, 2006 by clomle44.
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    And you didn’t like him! Ha, Gray’s alright. You guys are just crazy… it’s like DJ all over again.

    It was a slow realization, the fact that emotional pain could transition so easily to physical pain. Spencer had never felt like this before: so empty, so torn apart, so apathetically unable to do anything but fall apart. It was hurting so hard, so badly, she thought she was going to drown in the pressure on her chest. There was nothing there to save her.

    Until the doorbell rang. She couldn’t be bothered getting up to answer it. Alex was still down for his nap and she didn’t want to see anyone, couldn’t face the prospect of opening the door. She heard it open and didn’t move. Only three sets of people had a key, Ashley, Gray and her parents. Right now she could only pray it was one of the first two. Preferably the first. Oh god… Spencer’s heart sped up until it was thumping in her chest like an oncoming freight train.

    She heard a deep voice in the living room. It was Gray. Spencer’s heart slowed a little, but the flatness that invaded her body at the knowledge that it wasn’t her Ashley helped the tears flow again. There was utter defeat in Spencer, no energy left for anything. She wasn’t even crying really, the tears were just moving out of their own accord, her sadness sapping the energy to sob from her core.

    There was noise, Gray moving down the corridor. Spencer didn’t lift her head, but she was lying on her side and facing the door so she knew when he came through the door anyway. He heard his almost whispered sigh,

    “Oh Spence.”

    And the tears fell a little bit harder. The side of the bed sank in and Gray’s strong arms pulled her upright, settling Spencer into a strong but soft embrace. She clung onto the blue shirtfront and began to soak it through.

    “She’s gone” Spencer sobbed, it was all she could get out as the ache spread throughout her again. “She’s gone.”

    Gray rocked her back and forth until the new storm of tears had abated. Pulling back she sniffled and smiled at him wanly.

    “She’ll be back Spence” he comforted. “I’m sure it was just some silly argument, and it’ll be fine.” Given that she hadn’t told him anything about what was going on, it was kind of cute of him to be trying so hard to make her feel better.

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    1. oh my god…you can’t leave me hanging like this. Please update soon. Yes, I am aware of how needy I sound but after the season finale, I need a little closure. PMS!

    2. Oh my god!!! That was such a great update. I can’t wait to see what will happen next and if Ashley and Spencer will ever get together, I HOPE!!!!! PMS and have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

    3. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! You amaze me. yOu simply amaze me. I can not WAIT! Until your next chapter. Happy ending right? I mean, ashley takes her back and all? Please say yes. haha. You have managed to get me addicted to this story. It’s like lemon juice! You cant have just one bottle! hahahahaha. jk jk jk PMS sis. Lug ya!

    10. oh my god…you can’t leave me hanging like this. Please update soon. Yes, I am aware of how needy I sound but after the season finale, I need a little closure. PMS!

    11. Oh my god!!! That was such a great update. I can’t wait to see what will happen next and if Ashley and Spencer will ever get together, I HOPE!!!!! PMS and have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

    12. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! You amaze me. yOu simply amaze me. I can not WAIT! Until your next chapter. Happy ending right? I mean, ashley takes her back and all? Please say yes. haha. You have managed to get me addicted to this story. It’s like lemon juice! You cant have just one bottle! hahahahaha. jk jk jk PMS sis. Lug ya!

    21. Now that’s what I call a cliffhanger… My heart is racing for both Spencer and Ashley. This is simply the best, most heartfelt fanfiction on this site. i love it

    22. Now that’s what I call a cliffhanger… My heart is racing for both Spencer and Ashley. This is simply the best, most heartfelt fanfiction on this site. i love it

    23. one more frigging post?! are you trying to kill me, here!? and it better be good clom, with rainbows, sunshine, laughing children and make up hugging and sex and kisses! let them be happy, please *pouts, puts on puppy eyes, gets on knees and begs cos I know there’s nothing else I can do while I’m down there that will sway you*. Love this story – you best be starting something else/finishing 28 days as a way of lessening my withdrawal. love it and will miss it! big love Jx

    24. one more frigging post?! are you trying to kill me, here!? and it better be good clom, with rainbows, sunshine, laughing children and make up hugging and sex and kisses! let them be happy, please *pouts, puts on puppy eyes, gets on knees and begs cos I know there’s nothing else I can do while I’m down there that will sway you*. Love this story – you best be starting something else/finishing 28 days as a way of lessening my withdrawal. love it and will miss it! big love Jx

    25. I think, this might be the saddest thing I’ve read in a while……..The way Spencer feels….it all seems so real…..I loved this update….I felt like crying and laughing….Well….crying….’cause of the obvious..Laughing because Spencer thinks everyone is clueless about her “dysfunctional” relationship with Ashley when they really aren’t….Great job….as always….I hope you’ll post more soon!PS: Yay….I got my Mr.Ruffles fix ;)

    26. I think, this might be the saddest thing I’ve read in a while……..The way Spencer feels….it all seems so real…..I loved this update….I felt like crying and laughing….Well….crying….’cause of the obvious..Laughing because Spencer thinks everyone is clueless about her “dysfunctional” relationship with Ashley when they really aren’t….Great job….as always….I hope you’ll post more soon!PS: Yay….I got my Mr.Ruffles fix ;)

    27. Wow! Great chapter….the penultimate! Gray is amazing, some people can change-a tad too late but good for him nonetheless. And Aurthor is great too….but that’s a given…he is the best. Mixed feelings about the final chapter…bad-that means the end of the line for this story….makes me sad. good-we find out what happens (they ARE getting together right? ;-)). AND that means NEW stories! YEY!!! That makes me happy! HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2007 wooohooo!

    28. Wow! Great chapter….the penultimate! Gray is amazing, some people can change-a tad too late but good for him nonetheless. And Aurthor is great too….but that’s a given…he is the best. Mixed feelings about the final chapter…bad-that means the end of the line for this story….makes me sad. good-we find out what happens (they ARE getting together right? ;-)). AND that means NEW stories! YEY!!! That makes me happy! HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2007 wooohooo!

    29. Wow! That chapter was amazing! Loved it! And i can’t believe how wonderful Gray was, I think it was sweet how he was there for Spencer, i’m glad they can still be friends! And of course there’s nothing better than a Mr C moment to clear everything up =] Can’t wait for the next chapter! I’m gonna be upset when this story’s finished, it’s one of my favourites. Update soon! And Happy New Year!!

    30. Wow! That chapter was amazing! Loved it! And i can’t believe how wonderful Gray was, I think it was sweet how he was there for Spencer, i’m glad they can still be friends! And of course there’s nothing better than a Mr C moment to clear everything up =] Can’t wait for the next chapter! I’m gonna be upset when this story’s finished, it’s one of my favourites. Update soon! And Happy New Year!!

    33. yeah! right on arthur! i don’t think i can wait for the next update, i’m dying… same for 28 days; you said there would be one before christmas! now i’m just being a pestering fool. sorry, but these are addicting stories. get the girls back together. thank you!

    35. yeah! right on arthur! i don’t think i can wait for the next update, i’m dying… same for 28 days; you said there would be one before christmas! now i’m just being a pestering fool. sorry, but these are addicting stories. get the girls back together. thank you!

    37. omg it’s the penultimate chapter!! and the next chap will be the last!!! arghhh i dunno if i can take it when this heartwarming and incredibly touching story ends. i have no author to stalk already. unless you start updating 28 days regularly. haha. but i mucho lug this story and you of course. and i cant wait for the beautiful ending. :D LUG LUG YOU AT!!!

    38. omg it’s the penultimate chapter!! and the next chap will be the last!!! arghhh i dunno if i can take it when this heartwarming and incredibly touching story ends. i have no author to stalk already. unless you start updating 28 days regularly. haha. but i mucho lug this story and you of course. and i cant wait for the beautiful ending. :D LUG LUG YOU AT!!!

    39. oh my freaking god!!!! oh man…wow. gray was so great to her and he and her father knew!!! WOAH. didn’t see that one coming! i seriously just want to thank you for writing this! i love it soooooo much! but please please please please fix them! make them spashley once again…and soon!

    40. oh my freaking god!!!! oh man…wow. gray was so great to her and he and her father knew!!! WOAH. didn’t see that one coming! i seriously just want to thank you for writing this! i love it soooooo much! but please please please please fix them! make them spashley once again…and soon!

    41. Great update. It’s funny how the one’s around you seem to know so much about you without you even saying a word (unless they are blind like Paula LOL). I loved how Gray and Arthur already knew from just seeing Spencer and her happiness before… Now get Ashley in there and make it better. Go Spencer Go! LOL… Loved it. You are an excellent writer (not that you haven’t heard that before), but I just wanted to say it again!

    42. Great update. It’s funny how the one’s around you seem to know so much about you without you even saying a word (unless they are blind like Paula LOL). I loved how Gray and Arthur already knew from just seeing Spencer and her happiness before… Now get Ashley in there and make it better. Go Spencer Go! LOL… Loved it. You are an excellent writer (not that you haven’t heard that before), but I just wanted to say it again!

    43. I can’t believe Ashley just left without talking to Spencer or atleast saying bye to Elly. Spencer shouldn’t run after her. Did Ashley think it would be ok to date another woman, then come home to Spencer and the kid’s?!

    44. I can’t believe Ashley just left without talking to Spencer or atleast saying bye to Elly. Spencer shouldn’t run after her. Did Ashley think it would be ok to date another woman, then come home to Spencer and the kid’s?!

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