"Spencer?" I say not sure of what else to say.

"you know I’ve been watching you for a long time now. I’ve been wanting you for a long time as well. But I didn’t have the guts to talk to you. Then when you walked up and asked me to hang out I had an idea. I would get you here and make you so hot you had to have me. I just didn’t think you would last this long. But I’m tired of waiting. So…" she then walks up and kisses me.

It takes me a minute to respond but soon I have her pressed against the wall kissing her with all the passion I have gathered these last two years.  I have dreamed of this moment for a long time, but I didn’t know it would feel this good, this right. In what feels like hours of kissing we finally break apart. "WOW!" I say as I try to get my breathing under control.

"Yeah."

That’s when it happened, I started to think, I really like this girl and I don’t wanna risk losing her to sex. I’m probably gonna regret what I’m about to do but I have to do it, I have to prove to her she’s not like the others I’ve slept with, I have to let her know I actually care about her.

Just as she starts to bring me in for another kiss I stop her. "Wait."

"Why?"

"because I can’t do this, not yet any way. I really like you and I don’t want you to be like the other girls I’ve had. I actually want to geth to know you better before I sleep with you. I don’t wanna rush this. Does that make any sense?"

Ok she’s smiling that has to mean I said something right, right? I hope so. But she’s being awfully quite, oh god what if she doesn’t want a relationship with me? What if she just wanted to have sex with me then never talk to me again? Lord please let me be wrong. Please? I promise that if you do this I’ll go to church this weekend.

"It makes perfect sense. I want the same thing."

Ok I’m pretty sure my face is going to split in two. I swear my smile is that big. But it looks like I’m going to church. That’s going to be fun, not. "So what now?"

"I don’t know we can get out of here and go somewhere or we can stay here and hang out. Either one is fine with me."

"Ok but first things first you need to put your shirt back on before someone walks in here or I jump you. And I don’t wanna do that but its tempting so the shirt has to go back on."