“Come here,” she pulled me into her releasing the flood of tears that had threatened to spill earlier all onto her shirt. “Shh, it’s alright Ash.” I couldn’t help but feel pathetic. Was I overreacting or being oversensitive? I didn’t know. All I knew was that I didn’t want to let go of the girl next to me. I love her.

“I promise you everything’s going to be ok.” I listened to Spencer whisper soothing words into my ear as her finger tips gently rubbed circles into my back. “Come over tomorrow,” she whispered into my ear. “I’ll show you how much I love you.”

I didn’t sleep well that night. I couldn’t help but wish Spencer was here with me. The thought of her with someone else kept running around my head. And when I did get my mind off of it, I couldn’t help but feel nervous thinking about tomorrow. I knew that Spencer would never hurt me, but I couldn’t help it. By the time I did fall asleep, I was a complete mess.

“Hey Ash,” Spencer let me inside. “No one’s home,” she smiled. Seeing her smile automatically helped eased some of my nerves and helped me gain some composure.

“Mm,” I pulled her into a crushing kiss. “Good.”

We were up in her room, so I turned the radio on.

“I’m so addicted to all the things you do. When you’re going down on me, in-between the sheets. All the sounds you make, with every breath you take, it’s unlike anything when you’re loving me,” I sang with the song.

“Weird weird timing,” Spencer laughed laying down on her bed.

“So uh Spencer,” I smiled mischievously. “Have you ever gone down on someone?”

“Wow, innocent Ashley isn’t so innocent,” Spencer laughed.

“What you to scared,” I joked.

“Come here,” Spencer pulled me down onto the bed with her.

I could feel her soft warm hands run across my exposed flesh. Her deep scent and soft hands were driving me crazy. With every touch, with every movement, every sound, every breath, I was getting closer and closer to the edge.

“Spence,” I moaned sitting up enough to meet her for a kiss, her perfect wet lips crashing into mine.