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Never Ending – (Chapter: ch 1)
The present…………
Here I am at the bottom, I have nothing my everything is gone. I’m sitting in the dark staring at nothing in particular. No I’m not sitting in the corner holding myself that’s too stereotypical for me. I am on the floor though in front of my door. Surrounding me at the moment is some pills, a bottle of vodka, and a couple of razors. I see my phone flashing constantly to let me know that I have messages but from the color I can tell it’s everyone but who I want it to be. She doesn’t care about me anymore, she doesn’t love me. Why should I be here what do I have to live for now? She was my life, the only person I ever loved or ever will. Always and forever never ending I promise that’s what she always told me, never wanted me to forget it. Well guess what I won’t forget it I don’t want to. The only time I feel is when I think about her, granted its pain but at least it’s something. Every other time is just numbness sometimes I wonder if I am even alive. This brings me back to everything that is in front of me, I pick up the blade and look at my reflection in it. All I see is a nobody, someone not worth being around…..
The past……
Ugh I hate when there is nothing to do! It’s a Wednesday night so I guess there really isn’t anything that would be going on but still I’m so bored. Well when in doubt get online I guess. You know what I’ll sign onto aim I haven’t done that in ages maybe I’ll catch abby online. Nope go figure she isn’t on, tonight really freaking sucks. Oh check that out it’s that Ashley girl I have been emailing, I don’t want to be creepy and send her a message she probably doesn’t even want to talk to me.
*hey spencer
Oh my god oh my god oh my god she just wrote me! Ok I just became such a girl I don’t even know this chick really why am I getting so excited?
*hey Ashley how r u?
Next thing I know an hour has already passed. And I seem to not get enough of her I want to keep chatting but unfortunately she has to go she has to get up for work at like 3am ha screw that. That night I went to bed thinking of her nonstop.
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Hmm…so far this sounds familiar, lol. Well the past part at least, and the other part better never ever ever happen! I can’t wait to read more. Who knows reading your story may inspire me to finish mine, which I refuse to post updates to unless I finish it completely. Anway I feel this is the beginning of a wonderful story. Please post more soon, I don’t care what anyone else says.
im likeing it so far i agree with wickeded u shld post it no matter wat.. i wanna see wat happens in this one. since ur other one has been axed =( oh would lyk to see another update =)