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    Reflections – (Chapter: 3-Q&A)

    “I don’t know! I don’t want to be! It would be so much easier.”

    “All right, now that that question is answered. Aiden and Madison asked me if Rachel is what I wanted.”

    Spencer sat up, “I think I’m gonna be sick.”

    I interrupted her, “I don’t know.”

    “What?” Spencer looked at me with a confused look on her face.

    “I’ve never actually known that she’s what I wanted. I just felt like it was the best thing to do, the easiest thing to do.”

    “So do it, if it makes you happy.” Spencer sounded disgusted.

    “That’s just it, she makes me happy, too damn happy. Nothing ever goes wrong with us. It’s all too easy.”

    “Isn’t that all the more reason to be with her?”

    I shook my head, “That’s not what true love is about. True love is seeing an imperfect person perfectly. Looking at one another and feeling on fire but also feeling calm at the same time. It’s about something wild and amazing.”

    “Is she just not wild enough for you?”

    I looked at her, “Ha ha…very funny. Honestly, I need a challenge. I need drama. I need someone that makes my heart beat faster every time I’m near them.”

    “Any idea who that someone is?”

    “I used to know. I used to want that person more than anything else in the world. Then that person denied me. Now that person is my best friend.”

    Spencer turned to me and we locked eyes, “But?”

    “But I will never be able to put those feelings to rest.”

    “Are you in love with me?” Spencer’s tears had faded away but not completely.

    Tears started to come to my eyes, “Why does this have to come ten years too late?”

    Spencer wiped the tears from my face, “It’s not too late yet, but it will be within the next year.”

    “Spence, I can’t hurt her. I’ve hurt her so much in the past.”

    “I guess we are too late.”

    “Do you know how many times I’ve dreamt this conversation? How many times I’ve wished for it sooner, rather than later?”

    “Why did I have to be so blind?”

    “Because nobody finds the love of their life at the age of 14?”

    “Yeah, I think that is one of the things that went through my mind.”

    Comments

    1. just read all your posts and it’s simply amazing!! the story does hit a lil too close to home but in a very different way too. anyway really love the story and cant wait for all the drama to begin. can ash count on spence this time or is she gonna be hurt again? will spence be sure enough? poor rachel tho waiting 10 years for nothing. pms soon!!

    2. just read all your posts and it’s simply amazing!! the story does hit a lil too close to home but in a very different way too. anyway really love the story and cant wait for all the drama to begin. can ash count on spence this time or is she gonna be hurt again? will spence be sure enough? poor rachel tho waiting 10 years for nothing. pms soon!!

    3. i really do love this story – it rings really true as well (probably due to the fact that it’s based on true events :) !) anyways, it’s really real if that makes sense. Glad you’re doing ok, being single is always fun for a while! Update at your leisure ;)

    4. i really do love this story – it rings really true as well (probably due to the fact that it’s based on true events :) !) anyways, it’s really real if that makes sense. Glad you’re doing ok, being single is always fun for a while! Update at your leisure ;)

    5. Damn i feel sorry for ashley. Being torn between 2 women. It must be really hard on ashely. Hopefully it wont be to bad for her when she breaks it off with Rachel. I love your story. I`m excited to see what happens next. PMS

    6. Damn i feel sorry for ashley. Being torn between 2 women. It must be really hard on ashely. Hopefully it wont be to bad for her when she breaks it off with Rachel. I love your story. I`m excited to see what happens next. PMS

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