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    Reflections – (Chapter: 3-Q&A)

    Story written on November 29, 2006 by Spears06.
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    I started crying harder, “This is all I’ve ever wanted and now I’m torn between what I should do and what my heart wants me to do.”

    Spencer came closer, wiping more tears away, “Shh…its okay.”

    I just started crying harder and harder. I fell into her arms. It felt safe. It felt right and yet I couldn’t help but know how wrong it was. I had a fiancé. I couldn’t stop crying. Spencer lifted my head to look her in the eyes. I saw her come closer but nothing really made sense. When the moment came that I realized her lips were on mine my tears stopped. My mind went blank. My hand found the back of her neck, pulling her farther into the kiss. I caught up. Our lips danced. It felt too good to be true.

    Our kisses slowly stopped and I looked at her, “What…what was that?”

    “Well, you wouldn’t stop crying and I hate seeing you cry. Are you okay?”

    I was surprised by her genuine concern, “Yeah, I…I’m fine.” I slowly pulled away from her and got up from the bed, “But I have to go.” I started to walk out of her bedroom.

    “Ash?”

    I turned around, “Yeah?”

    “Is this goodbye?”

    I smiled, looked down at the floor and then back up to meet her gaze, “Never.”

     

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    She came here, woke me up, asked me questions, had me crying, I had her crying, and then we kissed. The events just didn’t make sense. What did this mean? What would happen next? God, what about Rachel? What if she found out? What was Ashley going to tell her? Would Ashley even tell her? Did any of this even matter to her? Wait she said that it did. Didn’t she? She said that she was still in love with me didn’t she?

    I looked around. I needed to get up. I looked at the clock. It was eleven o’clock. I got up and walked to the bathroom. I turned on the shower and walked back to my bedroom to grab a change of clothes. I needed to wash away the events of what just happened. God what did I do? I did it again. Every time I wanted someone I always had to want them when they had someone else. Every time this happens I’m always the one left alone.

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    1. just read all your posts and it’s simply amazing!! the story does hit a lil too close to home but in a very different way too. anyway really love the story and cant wait for all the drama to begin. can ash count on spence this time or is she gonna be hurt again? will spence be sure enough? poor rachel tho waiting 10 years for nothing. pms soon!!

    2. just read all your posts and it’s simply amazing!! the story does hit a lil too close to home but in a very different way too. anyway really love the story and cant wait for all the drama to begin. can ash count on spence this time or is she gonna be hurt again? will spence be sure enough? poor rachel tho waiting 10 years for nothing. pms soon!!

    3. i really do love this story – it rings really true as well (probably due to the fact that it’s based on true events :) !) anyways, it’s really real if that makes sense. Glad you’re doing ok, being single is always fun for a while! Update at your leisure ;)

    4. i really do love this story – it rings really true as well (probably due to the fact that it’s based on true events :) !) anyways, it’s really real if that makes sense. Glad you’re doing ok, being single is always fun for a while! Update at your leisure ;)

    5. Damn i feel sorry for ashley. Being torn between 2 women. It must be really hard on ashely. Hopefully it wont be to bad for her when she breaks it off with Rachel. I love your story. I`m excited to see what happens next. PMS

    6. Damn i feel sorry for ashley. Being torn between 2 women. It must be really hard on ashely. Hopefully it wont be to bad for her when she breaks it off with Rachel. I love your story. I`m excited to see what happens next. PMS

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