Once inside the apartment, Spencer was quiet and bearly talking. I can’t help but  be scared of the silence. Spencer has never been this quiet around me, If only I could read her mind.. After we had our dinner and little small talk, Madison decided that it was time for her to go.

I’ve been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see

Painted faces fill the places I can’t reach

You know that I could use somebody

You know that I could use somebody.

Me: One Sec, Mads I gotta get this. My mom is calling me. ( I walk out of the room, leaving Spencer and Madison alone.)

Madison: Your not fooling me Spencer.

Spencer: Excuse me?

Madison: I know you want Ashley, and I’m not going to let that happen.

Spencer: Wow! hold up.. What?

Madison: Oh Please! maybe Ashley doesnt realize it but I can tell the way you look at her.

Spencer: Even if I did, Madison that is none of your business and I do as I please.

Madison: All I’m saying Spencer, is just you better watch out. I’m not going to let her go so easily.

(I walk in to a very pissed off Spencer.. Did I miss something?)

Me: Is everything okay?

Madison: Yeah, babe would you care to walk me to my car now?

Me: uh sure.. yeah.. Is everything okay Spencer.

Spencer: Yes. I think I’m just going to go call Aiden.

( I leave the apartment with Madison)

Madison: Ashley.. Can I ask you something?

Me: Anything babe

Madison: Have you ever had any feelings towards Spencer?

Me: WHAT?! me? What do you mean?

Madison: Ashley I can see it, please just tell me the truth and save me from a heartbreak..

( I was speechless. There was no way I could answer that. I didn’t even know the answer to that.)

Me: I.. I.. Maddy.. you don’t have to worry. Spencer is my best friend, I’m not going to lie to you. She owns a special spot in my heart, but as a friend. Besides that’s not an option, she is in love with her boyfriend.

Madison: Don’t be so sure about that Ash. But I’m going to beleive you, I like you Ash and I want to try to make this work.

Me: Me too babe, me too

Now I really wish I knew what I was getting myself into. I cant help but be confused.. the kiss that Spencer and I shared keeps replaying in my mind over and over again.. However, Madison has been nothing but amazing and caring. Why can I just fall for her already?