Spencer’s POV

it’s been forever since Ashley walked Madison to her car… where did she park thirty blocks down?They are probably making out right now, falling in love as every minute passes. AH! I can’t do this anymore, I’m loosing her! I been nothing but selfish for all this years. I tried to love Aiden like I should but I just can’t pretend anymore. He is more like a brother to me than and boyfriend.

When I walked in this morning and saw them in such a heated moment. All I wanted to do is be Madison, I just wanted to feel Ashley’s hand on my body. I would give anything to just have one night with her, but I lost that opportunity a long time ago. I was to much of a coward back them. Now Madison tells me to back off and I can’t do a damn thing about it, I don’t own Ashley.

She has had many flings before but she has never brought them home to meet me. I can’t tell this girl is important to her.  Even though to me she nothing but just a huge skank! It just that everytime she talks about Madison it’s like a stab in the heart. I have to do something about this, something I should have done a long time ago.

So I grab a bottle of Rum, start taking shots and call Aiden.

Ring! Ring!

Aiden: Hi baby.

Spencer: I can’t do this anymore.

Aiden: It’s time isn’t it?

Spencer: I love you but..

Aiden: But not as much as you love Ashley…..

(Does he know? Oh my god! is it that noticible?)

Spencer: What do you mean?

Aiden: Look I know you Spencer. We been together for a long time, and that is something you can hide. This hurts, but I know I have to let you go..

Spencer: I will always be ther for you Aiden. I love you

Aiden: and I will always love you Spencer.

Its been ten minutes and I cant get myself to walk back in the apartment. I know Spencer and I have to talk but about what? and why does this feel like I just cheated on her. If only I knew what she was thinking.. DAMN GIRLS why do they have to be so confusing all the time?

When I finally walk back in, I see Spencer sitting at our kitchen table with a bottle of Rum. This gets me worried, Spencer only drinks when she is depressed.

Me: Babe! Are you okay?

Spencer: I’m fine.

Me: Then why are you drinking?

Spencer: Because Im celebrating.

Me: Celebrating what?

Spencer: My break up.

(As soon as she said this I start to freak out)

Me: WHAT!? are you okay?! Did that asshole break up with you? Did he cheat on you? Oh my God, I’m going to kill this fucker!!!

Spencer: Calm down Ash! I broke up with him.

Me: But, but I thought you were in lovee?

Spencer: Me too. But life is full of surprises.

Me: I don’t get it?

Spencer: It doesn’t matter, I’m just glad you found someone to love and in less than two months! I hope your happy.

Me: Spence I.. I dont (With a sad look she takes another shot and walks closer to me)

Spence: I just want to ask you for one thing, Ash.

Me: Anything Spence? Is it about Aiden?

Spencer: Forget about him. Forget about the world. Tonight is only about you and me.

Me: Your starting to scare me now babe, please tel me what’s wrong?

Spencer: Remember the night we almost went alll the way?

Me: uh uh.. Of course, that would be in my mind forever. But what does that have to do with anything?

Spencer: I want you to finish what your started Ashley. At least one time before you belong to someone else.

My heart drops, my body goes numb and I’m pretty sure I just forgot how to breath.