I see you walking by

Your hair always hiding your face

I wonder why you’ve been hurting

I wish I had someway to say

You’re going through so much

Don’t you know that I could be the one to hold you

“Aiden,” I stated when the boy finally picked up.

“What’s up Ash?”

“New plan,” I smirked. “Meet me tomorrow after school to go over the details, but we’re going to get Miss head cheerleader an old Ashley fuck you.”

“Madison?” Aiden asked.

“Is that her name?”

“Ashley I don’t know if it’s such a good idea to mess with her. She’ll get you back Ash. She’s seriously vicious.”

“It’s nothing I can’t handle,” I tried to assure him. Seriously, who was this girl, Carrie brought back to life?

“Ok, well think about it. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Later,” I hung up going over my plan. I thought it was genius. I thought this girl could never get me back. I mean she couldn’t right?

Every single day

I find it hard to say

I could be yours to alone

You will see someday

That all along the way

I was yours to hold

I was yours to hold

I couldn’t sleep tonight. For some reason, I was apprehensive about this next stunt. I just get feeling like I was forgetting something.

Up above me, I could hear Spencer’s shallow even breaths. She was four feet away, and I missed her. How pathetic is that? She was just four fucking feet away. Maybe I was going soft. But that idea scared me. I mean, I’ve had to be tough for so long to survive. Half of the time I wasn’t even sure who I was anymore.