“Wait!  Please, Bianca…d-don’t leave…I don’t know who else to ask…it isn’t…not a story…”  Kendall stammers out as tears slide down her cheeks.

Bianca looks at Kendall and truly believes her, “Sshh…calm down.  Why are you asking me?  What’s happened?”  She sits back down and tries to calm her half-sister.

“I…nothing…I…” Kendall stutters.

“Calm down…I guess I knew when all I could think about was this one person and I knew that I wanted to take care of that person and make them safe and loved.  I knew that the feelings I had were love or at least infatuation and that it didn’t matter that this feeling was for another girl.  I don’t know if that helps you.  I just knew.  The person I thought of before going to sleep and when I woke up and I always wanted them safe…well, that person was a girl not a boy and I knew…I just knew.  Love doesn’t know gender Kendall it only knows itself.”  Bianca smiles.

“Love doesn’t know gender, but you were always attracted to girls right?”  Kendall pushes.

“Yeah, never really was attracted to guys, but I know a lot of women who have been attracted to both and they say love is love not a gender, too.  I think you just love who you love regardless of what ***** they are.”

“I see.  So, it could be just like liking a guy.  If you think of them like you said?”

“Yeah, why are you asking Kendall?  Someone you know having feelings that are…wait…Kendall?”  Bianca looks deeply at her.

“I…I find myself thinking of someone and their well being all the time even before myself for a change and I’ve never done that before…not even with Ryan.  This person invades my thoughts all the time now.  I go out of my way to make sure they are safe.” Kendall bows her head.

“I see and this person just happens to be a woman right?”  Bianca smiles comfortingly.

“I…never…yeah…just happens to be…a very beautiful, loving woman if given half the chance to show it.” 

“Damn Kendall, I would have never thought…” Bianca stops herself.

“What that I could put someone first before me or that it would be woman?  It’s okay Bink.  I never thought it would happen either, but it has and I have absolutely no idea what to do about it.”