Bette,
I am not going to be in town for a while, I stopped by when I knew that you would would be at work so that I could get some clothes. I just wanted to let you know, not to call, because right now I am still not sure if I want to talk to you. I am very hurt right now. It has been a week, since that night. When I saw you touching someone else. Everywhere I go here, is just another reminder of that night. Right now, I am not ever able to look at our friends. Ever street, every resturant its all the same, memories of you and I.
I cannot take it right now. Period.

I am going to take some money from our account, so that I can get by, Please do not try to find me, right now, I need to find myself, because I have been lost for months, I am not sure if we will be able to work though this. I am not even sure you want to work through this. I am not even sure what this is. If you want to find you girl friend, I am sure she will be doing the contract that the center hired her for. I am not sure. Alice has been a Dream. But right now, even her concern is not enough.

I am so serious about this mission to find myself, that my cell phone will be left at Alice’s. So if you do try to call, you will not get a hold of me.

I am sorry that this letter has been all over the place, but right now so are my thoughts.

I will call you when I am ready, at that point we can see what we want to do about our assests.

Tina.
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Alice,

I am sorry to have been a terrible houseguest. I wanted to thank you. I hope that I can make this up to you someday. Right now, I need to get out of this ***** city, I am starting to go stir crazy, and thinking of what my life once was.

Tina
P.s. I am leaving my Cell here.

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Dear Candace,

You are… Well, I am not sure what you are. However, I have been with Bette for 7 years, and when you knew that she had a wife, you still came in and fucked that up. I cant say that I am happy with you, nor do I solely blame you. I actually place blame on Bette. She was my wife, and I was hers, and then you come in as a knight and shining *****. I am sorry if that seems harsh, but that is how I feel. You seemed, to hit our relationship right when we were having problems. I am not sure that is your fault either, because all you did is create one more. Thank you for ruining my life. You and bette, you both ruined my life. I am not sure why the ***** you did it. Nor do I think I care. I am leaving town. You win. Take her.

Your worst nightmare
-Tina Kennard

P.S. I lied – I would not give up on a 7 year relationship that easy, stay away from my wife you home wreaking *****.

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My Dearest Friends –

I am leaving this letter with Alice to let you all know that I love you, and that I will miss you, I just need some time away. Make sure you guys are there for Bette, she will need you. And above all else. Please don’t let her cook, the fire dept. will need to be called if she does.

I am going to try to find myself, I am not sure how long that will take, but I will be back. I love you all.

Love Tina.


Tina had finished her 4 letters, left two at Alice’s. And then went to the center, and left one for Candace. She then headed to her home for the last few years. She drove up making sure Bette’s car was not there. She let her self in, the room seemed very cold. She went into the bed room, and packed some cloths. She then took, some personal affects. She looked around the room some more, she felt very empty. She looked at the bed and broke down in tears. She needed to leave. She left the note on the front door so that it would not be missed.