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    Secrets I Keep – Tina Kennard – The L Word – Touch Tones

    Story written on September 27, 2015 by Blackbird.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=92519
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    Studio City — Being neurotic in broad daylight takes energy and resolve and a certain focus to keep moving in order to hide it. Falling into a heap – which I’m teetering on doing now, and continually reminding myself to breathe to keep from freaking – means I’m done, means I never was worthy, means

    Tina_Phone_ArmLifted_MovietrailersStudio City —

    Being neurotic in broad daylight takes energy and resolve and a certain focus to keep moving in order to hide it. Falling into a heap – which I’m teetering on doing now, and continually reminding myself to breathe to keep from freaking – means I’m done, means I never was worthy, means I never got my turn to go for The Brass Ring. Means I never make it to the top of . . .

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    Hollywood.

    I pray that’s not me. A washed out one-race-streaker, who’s let horse’s asses – like Jenny, Aaron, and William – fuck me at the starting gate.

    I bite my lip, a facial tic I know I have that betrays my lack of confidence. I need more days to maneuver before Aaron gets his knees broken – one by one – by a giant scary man, The Enforcer for The Bookie, who I hear is coming by on Friday.

    On my end of grabbing onto Aaron’s woes, I’d like to catch my Studio Chief sneaking money for himself out of the free-flowing catering accounts, or from transpo, or locations. All places I’ve flagged and know to watch . . . but I want someone to ride shotgun with me. A partner to test my strategies, and run my five-steps-ahead-of-the-game theories by.

    I need someone borderline crazy, and evilly smart. I need Bette, but I know she’ll never agree.

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    It might be Helena.

    Recently out of Federal Custody, and away from exotic fruit plantations, and Dusty, her jailhouse lover, Helena’s very possibly a wise casting choice for my Hollywood Mobster drama.

    My mind dials three lovers back, and Helena’s fuck-out-of-doors, in the most barely hidden, and unusual kinds of places, returns to me in a body memory, I blush at remembering.

    Leaving Peggy’s hotel suite in San Francisco one night, instead of the spacious rooftop garden – where I thought we were headed – Helena took me to the edges of the bay, then into a park where a labyrinth was glowing threaded through the trees.

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    In the maze under the cliffs, at first I’d thought I’d be chilled by the breezes coming off the water. The lights surrounding us had flickered and seemed to swim out in all directions.  My dress had disappeared over my head, and my eyes had closed to the possibilities of hidden onlookers, and I’d given myself over to the rolling spasms of my rawest desires.

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    1. This bit of Tina’s thinking had me and a friend of mine laughing just now. Please enjoy the story. It was a lot of fun to write.

      To have been a fly on Bette’s wall, as Jodi’s sign language and hand gestures had insinuated . . . that her necessary infidelities were coming soon . . . and to have seen Bette’s face, as it had dawned on her that Jodi – the also Alpha-lover – by way of signing with her fingers and otherwise, intended to fuck someone else . . . to this day, I’m so sorry I missed it.

      • That had me laughing too!

        You have a writing style so unique, i love it!

        It is important that Tina doesn’t hold secrets and tells everything to Bette, i am sure Bette is willing to help her.

        Bette is so competive and loves a good challenge, bring it on!

        And Angie, she is so cute!

        Thanks for the update!

    2. TINA does have a sense of humor with those descriptive metaphors of being with HELENA/HENRY.BETTE on the other hand falls in the catergory of voodoo.All is fair as the saying goes and TINA got the help she needed.Taking over the studio from AARON gonna be a walk in the park i hope.thanks

    3. Via email to me from a new reader –
      mgcoll…
      Comment: This series is wonderful. Truly enjoy the story line & your interpretations of the action & thoughts of the characters. Tibette is alive & thriving in your world & thankfully now in mine.
      Their love story is awesome & the insights add to the backstory of the original L Word show.
      Thank you for your efforts & love of this marvelous couple.

    5. Thanks BB this made me LOL !

      As usual your writing and the pictures make your stories the best to read.

      Love this series and anxious to read more soon. No secrets between our favourite couple please, I would love to read Bette’s reaction to Tina’s confession :-)

    6. Lillian May
      6 hours ago twitter

      You have taken your story line to a whole new level…Tina going to a Gypsy to entrust her relationship now with Bette will survive…wow…did not see that coming…so thrilled you did that. Tina is smart to realize she needs someone to ride shotgun is right…someone who has the stomach & nerves of steel to handle the game plan to take over Aaron’s job.
      Laughed when I read Tina blushed recalling the sex with Helena at unusual places….right
      place in the storyline to place this…I understand Bette now; so not surprised the complexity of Bette hating & trying to get Tina back at the same time…you did a fantastic job with Bette’s character. Like how you didn’t make Jodi a wimp of a character…Bette leaving her won’t have
      shedding tears…Good to see Joyce back in the play…self assured; spoils herself comes to mind; can manoeuver anyone she wants…maybe that is the definition of a lawyer…haven’t given much thought to it…No one lectures Bette; though I don’t think Joyce had that in mind…
      Bette & Joyce cooking…looking forward to that challenge…well…looking forward to the next chapter better put…you are one intriguing writer…can’t get enough of you…;-)

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