I sit here and watch her everynight. She’s here with a different girl everynight, goes home with a different girl everynight. I envy single one of them. Even though i kno she uses them, uses them to get off, to get her fix. I envy them all the same. i wanna be the one that gives her mind-blowing pleasure. Here i sit, everynight in the same spot, waiting, watching, and fantasizing.’Maybe it’ll be tonight, maybe i’ll be the girl she takes home,’ i tell myself almost everytime i see her. Some nights, she’s so close i can smell her, can hear her speak, hear her reel them in. i see her stealing glances at me. She knows why i sit here night after night, she teases me as i watch her. she kisses one of her conquests, then turns to me and smiles. she acts as if she wants me but she needs to understand the move is hers to make.

she sits there and watches me everynight. i leave with a different girl everynight. i know she envies them, every meaningless one of them. she knows i use them,v use them to get off, to get my fix. she envies them all the same. i know that she wants to be them, to give me pleasure. there she sits, everynight, in that same spot, waiting, watching, fantasizing. ‘maybe it’ll be tonight, maybe she’ll be the girl i take home,’ i tell myself almost everytime i see her. some nights, i get so close to her that i can smell her, she can hear me speak, hear me reel the others in. I know why she sits there night after night, i tease her as she watches me. i kiss my current conquest, then turn to her and smile. she acts as if she wants me but she needs to understand the move is hers to make

Until Next Time

(sorry its sooo short..)