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    What next… – (Chapter: that first moment)

    Story written on July 12, 2006 by clomle4.
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    Following on from the kiss…

    I don’t know what to say, or how to act, because she’s in my room and in my arms and for the first time ever, I’m at a loss. Spencer Carlin is finally here with me, here, in my room, alone, her lips pressed on mine, and I’m not sure what to do. I pull away from our second kiss and rest my forehead lightly on hers, my hand on her waist, her breath on my cheek.

     

    I think about tonight, it flashes through my mind. I remember wanting her so much and panic because I’d screwed this up. The buzz in my head as I knocked on her door, and my uncertainty as I looked at her father. This is her family right, the people who mean the most to her, and they hate me. Don’t they? I remember him letting me in, making me feel better about being there, and I remember her standing there, so beautiful, in the hall. I had to think about what to say, how to say it, but I had no breath left in me. I remember her sitting down on the couch with me, and the buzz in my head was so intense I couldn’t hear, couldn’t breath. I remember finding the words, and the echo they left in my head… “and I don’t want to hurt you”. And then the buzz stopped, because she always knows what to say, and how to make it ok.

     

    So we’re here, in my room, in my bed. She’s in my arms, and I’m lost again.

     

    “Ash, what’s wrong?”

     

    Spencer leans up on her elbow and looks at me, her eyes shining in the dim light of the room. I reach up and run my thumb along her bottom lip, feeling its softness.

     

    “Did.. did I do something wrong?”

     

    I hook an arm around her waist and pull her back down to me.

    “God no Spence. I… I just want to take this slow, make it right for you. I don’t wanna….. push”

     

    I see her smile, that smile I’m falling for, more and more, every second that she’s here.

     

    “It’s ok” She says. That’s my line… “I trust you”.

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    7. Awww, that was hot and sweet, hehe. Your writting really flowed together, I didn’t see any major mistakes, or errors. You should update soon, like NOW ;)

    8. Awww, that was hot and sweet, hehe. Your writting really flowed together, I didn’t see any major mistakes, or errors. You should update soon, like NOW ;)

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