Ashley and Spencer were in ashleys room each with their book open. Ashley was laying across her bed, and spencer was sitting in the chair.

Spencer looked up to look at ashley. She didnt understand why she let her go. The one person who could truley make her happy. And now they were ACTUALLY studying. Not devouring each other like they used to.

Ashley felt eye’s burn a whole into the side of her face, she looked up. Spencer didnt try to turn away because ashley had already seen her looking. Ashley tried to laugh. "what is there something on my face?" Ashley tried to make light of the subject.

"no" spencer said softly. "you’re perfect"

Ashley was happy to hear her say that, but something told her to disagree. "spencer, please dont." ashley pleaded. "we agreed to be just friends and that was it."

"but i dont want to be just friends. Because within the last month, being just friends meant not talking to each other at all." Spencer was shocked by her sudden burst of Courage that allowed her to say what she did.

Ashley dropped her head and felt hurt. She picked it back up to talk. "Look, you broke my heart. Im not letting you get that chance again."

"Fine. Then i wont waste my time trying." spencer gathered her things and walked out of ashleys room, and out of her house. She stopped at the gate’s to ashley’s mansion to call for a ride home. But her cell phone was dead.

Spencer turned around and looked at the mansion that was called a home. She saw the lovely fountain squirting water from the top and saw it rush down the edge. Spencer turned around to walk home. But she heard something behind her.

She turned to look and it was ashley. She had run out the front door yelling after spencer. "Spencer wait!" Ashley caught up with spencer but couldnt find anything to say. She was not out of breath from running. She was very fit. And she was used to running long distances, from her front dore to her gate was only about 1/8 of a mile.

Ashley stopped in front of spencer and before either of them had time to speak ashley put each hand on either side of spencers face carressing it lightly. She took a second to take in the feel of the blondes face. A feeling she had missed for a whole month. Ashley finally went in and brushed her lips against spencer so lightly before going in and completly devouring the lips of spencer carlin. They broke apart slowly.

"now tell me you dont love me" Spencer said in a voice so soft it was a bit high pitched.

 Ashley looked at the blonde with lust, love, and most of all, honesty. " I do love you spencer" Ashley swallowed hard before continuing. "but you cant."

"i can ashley. I promise"

"we spent 2 and a half months trying to make it work spencer. Trying to secretly date. And the mili-second one person found out, you flipped" this was apparently a sore spot for ashley because she began getting more and more angry. "spencer. YOU left ME, not the other way around."

"i know ashley. And Im sorry. I love you soo much. But i want my family to still love ME" Spencer was pleading. She didnt know what she wanted. her choices were come out and be with ashley, or hide herself and be without ashley forever. Sadly, she wanted a mixture of both, but it wasnt an option.

both girls shocked at this random blow-up, decided to depart. "ill drive you home." ashley finally said.

"i can walk" spencer spoke knowing ashley would not give up the last car ride.

"and i have a car. So get your butt in it so i can drive you home." ashley was angry.