While sitting on the beach next to Spencer and Aiden,Ashley satrts to drift off into her past memories like the waves on the shore.She starts to remember how the one person that was ever like a father to her came into her life and changed it forever.

"Please save my baby!"Ashley is being rushed to the maternity ward after being found on the floor of her house unconcious."Ma’m you have to calm down ok were gonna do whatever we can to save your baby."By now Ashley is crying & screaming at the top of her lungs."Please just save my baby!!"The next thing she knew she was on a hospital bed with Aiden by her side he has his forhead on her arm while griping it tight."Aiden?…"After realizing why she’s their she starts to scream "Where’s my baby!Is she ok!"Aiden looks at her tears rolling down his eyes,without him saying anything she knows what the answer is."No omg no please no!!!" "I wanna see my baby god nooo!"Aiden tries to calm her down but she keeps crying and screaming for the baby.The doctors come in & try to calm her down but it does not work.After a while of trying they finally calm her down by putting her to sleep.Later that day she wakes up at her house in her bedroom..it takes her a couple of seconds to remember everything that has happened.After remembering..she goes to the kitchen and looks through her mother’s liquior cabinet and finds a couple of bottles of vodka.While drinking she starts to cry…remembering how excited she was to have the baby and how much fun her and Aiden had while shopping for baby clothes,food,toys,and furniture so that they could put it in the nursery they made for the baby next to Ashley’s room.She starts to walk up the stairs not up to her room but to the baby’s nursery.Walking into the room you could see the rocking chair at the far right next to the window,the baby’s crib was on the left side of the room it was all decorated with teady bears and baby blankets.The room was painted hot pink with pictures of teady bears,rainbows,and pictures of Ashley and Aiden.Ash walks towards the rocking chair,she imagines rocking the baby in her arms and she starts to cry,takes a sip of vodka & sits down in the chair.She starts to rock in it while the whole time drinking and thinking of everything that has happened the past couple of months.
When she wakes up from her drunken sleep she sees Aiden carieing her to her bedroom.After putting her on the bed he gets up and goes to look for a bucket.When he gets back he sees her rushing to the bathroom he goes in to see if she’s ok.When she’s done throwing up she cleans her face and asks "What are you doing here?"
"I came to see how your holding up".She starts making her way to her mothers liquior cabinet again."Yea well how am I supposed to be holding up huh?"Seeing her getting another bottle he takes it from her."So what your just gonna start drinking until you pass out now!?" She takes the bottle from him and get’s another one for later."Its better then walking around acting like everything is ok!"He knows what she is talking about cuz thats what he’s been trying to do these past few days."Look Ash…"she cuts him off."I dont wanna talk about it Aiden!" Not even one minute of getting the bottle & she’s already half way through it!"At some point ur gonna have to talk about it!Stop drinking and talk to me!"(Now screaming and crying)"What do you want me to say?!I fucked up Aiden!Our baby is dead and its all my fault!Is that what you wanted for me to tell you how much of a fuck up I really am!!"(Hugging her)"Ash come on ur not a fuck up ok." While crying into Aiden’s chest he picks her chin up and says "Im here for you,ur not the only one that lost something ok we both did."Ash starts to cry harder,she wipes her tears away,"Please Aiden go." He doesn’t move he just stands their trying to understand why she’s shutting him out."Go!(pushing him out the house)"Get out!" With one last push he’s out the door but he’s still their behind the door trying to talk to her."Ash please just talk to me!"(crying)"Leave Aiden just go please!" After a couple seconds Ash can hear Aiden get in the car and drives away.A couple hours pass and Ash is still in her house drinking,feed up of being in the house she gets up,gets her keys,and drives off.