I look down at the picture on my desk. The picture was in a beautiful frame that reflected every bit of light and shadows behind it. I looked deep into the picture searching for some sort of sighn or reason of why you allowed this to happen. I thought for a second that the glimer behind your head had some sort of meaning behind it. Upon picking the picture up, i realized that glimmer was from the sun behind me shinning through the glass of my window.

"saftey glass" I thought outloud with a sigh and a sarcastic laugh knowing i wouldnt be able to throw myself through it. I pull the red pen from behind my ear and stare at it as if willing it to do something on its own. I tap it on the desk for three slight beats of sound before i pounce from my chair grabing my purse and jacket.

I knock twice on the door that belonged to mr. anderson. "Come in!" he shouted loud enough for his voice to carry through the thick door that was in front of me. I took in a dep breath sucking in every bit of sensibility. I knew i would have to lie. Im glad you taught me so well.

I enter with my brows cruled into a convincing look of sadness. I walked quickly in frowing my lip gently enough to not over do it. "Mr. Anderson, im sorry!" I shouted out in a high enough pitch to make it sound as if tears were sure to follow. "I thought i could do it but i couldnt!! I cant!" By the time i had reached his desk, he was standing up shocked and coming from behind his desk. I continued on watching the concern in his face grow stronger. "Im sorry Mr. Anderson, I’ve let you down."

I suprised myself at how convincing i was. He grabbed me into a hug and patted me on the back. I smilled a bit deviously while he was unable to see my face. The hug was not uncomfortable for either of us because i had worked for this company for quite sometime and everyone knew that i had no interest what-so-ever in men. "There ther." he said as if it were a cheesy line he stole from some childrens book. "You go home and get some rest and come back when you are ready."