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Best For Me – (Chapter: It’s a sentimental jury and the making of a good plan)
Spencer rolled over for the third time in as many minutes and punched the pillow. She’d pretty much fled from Ashley. Like she was fleeing from everything else in her life? No, that wasn’t fair. Leaving Gray had been the right thing to do. She wasn’t running from that, she was trying to get her life in order. To actually have a life she felt like living. Because she knew that she owed it to herself and to Elly to stop living for other people. They’d both be happier in the end. The only problem was, she knew some things she had to do and some things she couldn’t. And the look on Ashley’s face when the truth had emerged hadn’t exactly brightened Spencer’s day. She’d been completely understanding, but then, when you were standing in someone’s spare room with a pair of fluffy pyjamas in your hands and a rejection speech still hanging in the air, what were you supposed to do? Run screaming from the room? Throw your pyjamas up in disgust and destroy the lampshade? What could you do? Spencer knew that it didn’t make it any less painful. She sighed and rolled over again. She wasn’t going to get any sleep tonight.
It was a good thing that she was awake because it meant she heard Ashley attempting to sneak out sometime around seven. Wrapping herself in her dressing gown she moved into the living room. The brunette was on the couch, silently slipping on her shoes. She jumped when Spencer spoke,
“Can we talk?”
The musician turned and serious brown eyes regarded Spencer evenly. “I’m not sure I’m up to it Spence.”
“Please.”
Sighing, Ashley stopped putting on her shoes and turned to face away, clasping her hands. It took Spencer a moment to realize that the brunette was waiting to be joined on the couch. Taking a seat beside her, Spencer mirrored her companion’s position, leaning forward with her elbows on her knees, hands clasped together.
“What did you want to say?” From the tone in Ashley’s voice, Spencer could tell that she was strained. Probably a mixture of hurt and anger but either way, strained.
“Ash…” Spencer could hear the pleading in her own voice. It wasn’t deliberate but she couldn’t erase it either. “I’m sorry.”
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sonXluffer says
AWWWW! YAY! They arent together, but its pretty close knowing that ashley isnt going anywhere. And i liked how you put the bad song in there. “You’ve got a friend in me.” hahaahahahahaha… hahahaha… *cough cough* lol
trsim says
Wow, I was so happy to hear that Ash isn’t going anywhere and that she is respecting Ashley’s need to be there for herself and her daughter first.
sonXluffer says
AWWWW! YAY! They arent together, but its pretty close knowing that ashley isnt going anywhere. And i liked how you put the bad song in there. “You’ve got a friend in me.” hahaahahahahaha… hahahaha… *cough cough* lol
trsim says
Wow, I was so happy to hear that Ash isn’t going anywhere and that she is respecting Ashley’s need to be there for herself and her daughter first.
ngasi_lei says
yea! Ash/Spence fight for each other. Lay the ruby smack down in New South Wales with your writer and get together in the right timing
ngasi_lei says
yea! Ash/Spence fight for each other. Lay the ruby smack down in New South Wales with your writer and get together in the right timing
mandysonfan says
hey you. this was a great post.. i love how you didnt just make it like..’ my god we r both single, lets hop in the sack’ ..LOL anyways.. new south wales rawks.. lol not really..i live here.. but mid north coast lol.. anywho.. have a great time when ur gone..update wen u can and i’ll be happy hehe
mandysonfan says
hey you. this was a great post.. i love how you didnt just make it like..’ my god we r both single, lets hop in the sack’ ..LOL anyways.. new south wales rawks.. lol not really..i live here.. but mid north coast lol.. anywho.. have a great time when ur gone..update wen u can and i’ll be happy hehe
Sweet_confusion says
you better not leave it there for holidays, unless what you are planning is meaner, then leave it there. haha love love love this story, makes me smile.
Sweet_confusion says
you better not leave it there for holidays, unless what you are planning is meaner, then leave it there. haha love love love this story, makes me smile.
~Summer~ says
Okay this was like 10 kinds of awesomeness!!! Spencer knows what shes doing and from what I kno, I think she has got her head on straight!!! GAwd I love this story!! In the wors og one of my many stalkers..I die without you!! ;) PMS, please tht is, no pressure!!
~Summer~ says
Okay this was like 10 kinds of awesomeness!!! Spencer knows what shes doing and from what I kno, I think she has got her head on straight!!! GAwd I love this story!! In the wors og one of my many stalkers..I die without you!! ;) PMS, please tht is, no pressure!!
bannerman says
okay, I’ve stopped pouting and frowning now… I no longer resemble a cute puppy. Instead I have a hopeful smile that all will be okay… wish I had the same hope for the show itself, but never mind, that’s a whole different rant. Still loving it Clom, and stil think you should feel exceptionally guilty that you’re abandoning us! And for New South Wales?! The proper Wales that shares a border with Engalnd is bad enough, but NEW SOUTH Wales?! why?! why go somewhere names after such a place?! ;-)
bannerman says
okay, I’ve stopped pouting and frowning now… I no longer resemble a cute puppy. Instead I have a hopeful smile that all will be okay… wish I had the same hope for the show itself, but never mind, that’s a whole different rant. Still loving it Clom, and stil think you should feel exceptionally guilty that you’re abandoning us! And for New South Wales?! The proper Wales that shares a border with Engalnd is bad enough, but NEW SOUTH Wales?! why?! why go somewhere names after such a place?! ;-)
smile_sadly says
:( uhm…*sob* i’m REALLY sad now…post more soon??
smile_sadly says
:( uhm…*sob* i’m REALLY sad now…post more soon??
oby says
This site has changed my life in so many ways…Caseygurls writing and now yours. I am living this fiction. My Gray is less obstinant, but we are seperating…and your last post with Spencer pushing Ashley away…that’s exactly what I have done. Mine may not have a happy Spashley ending, but seeing possibilities is soothing to the soul. Thanks for all your work. Enjoy your vacation…virtual margarita uploading now
oby says
This site has changed my life in so many ways…Caseygurls writing and now yours. I am living this fiction. My Gray is less obstinant, but we are seperating…and your last post with Spencer pushing Ashley away…that’s exactly what I have done. Mine may not have a happy Spashley ending, but seeing possibilities is soothing to the soul. Thanks for all your work. Enjoy your vacation…virtual margarita uploading now
goober says
CHRIST ON A BICYCLE! I’m having a sincerely shitty day, my dear, and your fic made it brighter but that phrase MADE it!! Please keep updating like a bandit. Obviously, I’m not the only one who lives off your posts like crack. And I, for one, would be more than happy with more Circles fluff. Much more Circles fluff. Hell, I’ll take anything you’re offering right now. :D
goober says
CHRIST ON A BICYCLE! I’m having a sincerely shitty day, my dear, and your fic made it brighter but that phrase MADE it!! Please keep updating like a bandit. Obviously, I’m not the only one who lives off your posts like crack. And I, for one, would be more than happy with more Circles fluff. Much more Circles fluff. Hell, I’ll take anything you’re offering right now. :D
fee174 says
what to say? what to say? THAT WAS AMAZING! oh how I will miss your posts when you’re on vacation. Please post like a maniac before you go so that I don’t go through withdrawal…And anything you write, I will read so bring on the circles fluff!
fee174 says
what to say? what to say? THAT WAS AMAZING! oh how I will miss your posts when you’re on vacation. Please post like a maniac before you go so that I don’t go through withdrawal…And anything you write, I will read so bring on the circles fluff!
carlymarie82 says
That went much better than I thought it would. I’m so Glad Ashley is sticking around for Spencer. It was sweet that she admitted to leaving Liv because of her feeling’s for Spencer. I hope Elly doesn’t act like a brat because her dad was a jerk. And Ashley likes her. pms
carlymarie82 says
That went much better than I thought it would. I’m so Glad Ashley is sticking around for Spencer. It was sweet that she admitted to leaving Liv because of her feeling’s for Spencer. I hope Elly doesn’t act like a brat because her dad was a jerk. And Ashley likes her. pms
mm says
I really love how you’ve navigated your way through this storyline. I mean, it’s really different, Spence with a daughter and being married and everything. But you’ve really made it work. And what can I say? You’re such a great writer! You make us want to read more and more and more. I am always eagerly awaiting your posts, and yes, I do get a tad bummed when you I don’t see an update from you. And, not to quote McD’s or anything, but I’m loving it!
mm says
I really love how you’ve navigated your way through this storyline. I mean, it’s really different, Spence with a daughter and being married and everything. But you’ve really made it work. And what can I say? You’re such a great writer! You make us want to read more and more and more. I am always eagerly awaiting your posts, and yes, I do get a tad bummed when you I don’t see an update from you. And, not to quote McD’s or anything, but I’m loving it!