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    Completely Incomplete – (Chapter: 37)

    Story written on January 30, 2007 by kozmicblues.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=13321
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    Hi, my name is Spencer Carlin, and I’m starting to figure some things out.

    Two days later, I decided I needed to get out of the house. I got dressed, put on a bit of makeup, and took Benny to the dog park. So it wasn’t entirely social or anything, but it had some sense of purpose. I was kinda/sorta hoping Carrie would be there, or maybe see me there and come down to talk. I figured she’d be the easiest person to make amends with, since I had known her for the shortest span of time, and she also was my neighbor, so we couldn’t really hide from each other for too long.

    The park was empty, though, and Benny sniffed around in vain for his good friend Rex. I started second-guessing myself, thinking maybe I had tried to do this too soon. Maybe I should have allowed myself a little more of a wallowing/self-deprecating period. But in all honesty, that wasn’t me. I wasn’t the kind of person who could stay like that for long. Sometimes I wish I was, though. Maybe life would be a little bit easier to handle that way. Or a little less painful, even.

    When I went back up to my apartment, I had dinner, alone, and watched Sex and the City, alone. Alone. It sucked, plain and simple. A few days ago I had 3 friends to my name. Maybe that doesn’t sound like a lot, but they were good friends. Okay, 2 friends, and one friend with benefits, or whatever you wanted to call us. Same thing? No, not quite. Today, I had none.

    About three quarters of the way through the first episode, I heard a knock at the door. I wondered whether Ashley had sent me another package as I walked over, maybe something with an explosive or an anthrax-encased letter. She’d probably heard what I said to Michelle by now. But she hadn’t.

    “Carrie…”

    “I’m sorry for what I said, Spencer. I’m sorry I was meddling and trying to make you feel bad… I’m… I’m…”

    “Carrie, it’s okay. I’m the one who should be apologizing.” She dropped the bags she was carrying and broke down sobbing. I did all I could by hugging her, and helping her carry her bags inside when she had regained the slightest bit of composure. “What happened?” She shook her head and brushed the hair away from her face. I followed her as she took a seat on my couch.

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    2. well FINALLY! cripes. take ya long enough?! i was about to friggin knock some sense into you miss carlin…you’re lucky i didnt have to. it would’ve been quite painful haha. ahh as always a wonderful update. pretty sure i wish you could write more too…damn american idol. i do hope you update again soon…like..tomorrow perhaps ;-)

    3. It’s about damn time! I’ve been waiting for Spencer to wake up. Really how could she have been so blind, it was obvious that Ashley didn’t want to get hurt again. So this story is pure awesomeness and I usually don’t comment like ever but that doesn’t mean that I don’t lug this story, cause I do. And I will be patiently waiting for an update. Which I hope is soon.

    4. Yes! Yes! So glad that Spencer is finally doing this. I hope that Ashley doesn’t spoil things. I hope that she lets herself be happy and stops worrying about it! Great story and great update!

    5. Go Spencer!! I love Spencer and all but sometimes she’s kind of dense. What did she think Ashley’s problem was? Of course, she’s afraid! That’s why I think it’s so great that Spencer dropped everything to go get Ashley. That’s good stuff right there. Maybe Spencer should just say ‘to heck with New York, I’ll just stay in L.A.’? Maybe that’s just what I wish she would say. Anyway, you once again made my day by your post. It would be great if you posted again right away because I am DYING to know what is going to happen once Spencer gets to L.A. Seriously, I need to know and very soon!

    7. Theres the Spencer we all know and love :)!!. Nice little twist thrown in there can’t wait to see what happens when she gets to L.A, if she gets there… lol Thanks for the post…can’t wait for the next..ouuu the possibilities

    13. well FINALLY! cripes. take ya long enough?! i was about to friggin knock some sense into you miss carlin…you’re lucky i didnt have to. it would’ve been quite painful haha. ahh as always a wonderful update. pretty sure i wish you could write more too…damn american idol. i do hope you update again soon…like..tomorrow perhaps ;-)

    14. It’s about damn time! I’ve been waiting for Spencer to wake up. Really how could she have been so blind, it was obvious that Ashley didn’t want to get hurt again. So this story is pure awesomeness and I usually don’t comment like ever but that doesn’t mean that I don’t lug this story, cause I do. And I will be patiently waiting for an update. Which I hope is soon.

    15. Yes! Yes! So glad that Spencer is finally doing this. I hope that Ashley doesn’t spoil things. I hope that she lets herself be happy and stops worrying about it! Great story and great update!

    16. Go Spencer!! I love Spencer and all but sometimes she’s kind of dense. What did she think Ashley’s problem was? Of course, she’s afraid! That’s why I think it’s so great that Spencer dropped everything to go get Ashley. That’s good stuff right there. Maybe Spencer should just say ‘to heck with New York, I’ll just stay in L.A.’? Maybe that’s just what I wish she would say. Anyway, you once again made my day by your post. It would be great if you posted again right away because I am DYING to know what is going to happen once Spencer gets to L.A. Seriously, I need to know and very soon!

    18. Theres the Spencer we all know and love :)!!. Nice little twist thrown in there can’t wait to see what happens when she gets to L.A, if she gets there… lol Thanks for the post…can’t wait for the next..ouuu the possibilities

    29. Okay, so this might be the latest comment ever. Almost as late as Spencer’s epiphany. Hurray, she’s going to LA! haha, you’re not the only one who can rhyme ;)

    30. Okay, so this might be the latest comment ever. Almost as late as Spencer’s epiphany. Hurray, she’s going to LA! haha, you’re not the only one who can rhyme ;)

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