Chapter 3:

Spencer is standing like a statue with tears streaming down her face, while inside she’s screaming for Ashley to stop. She’s just a couple of steps from her car when Spencer finally moves, she blinks and when she opens her eyes she doesn’t know how, but she is standing right behind Ashley while she’s reaching in her purse for her keys. ‘She doesn’t know that I’m right behind her, how can I get her to stay?’ Spencer thinks to herself. Ashley finally gets her keys in her hand and as Spencer hears the beep that unlocks the doors she grabs her and turns her so they are facing each other. Ashley gasps as she saw her blond angel and the tears are still falling from both girls faces. Spencer finally takes charge and leans into Ashley ‘I have to make her stay, but if she’s going to leave then at least I would have tasted her lips on mine, and I’ll keep that feeling with me, so it can last me all my life. One without Ashley’ she thinks to herself.

Spencer looks at Ashley’s lips and unconsciously licks her lips and places them on Ashley’s, at first she stands there motionless, still in shock. But that ends after about two seconds into the kiss. Ashley’s hands find their way to Spencer’s hips as she pulls her more into own body,as Spencer moves forward into her arms she places both hands on either side of Ashley’s face. Spencer grinds into Ashley more making her back lean against her car, Ashley takes this as a sign and slides her tong across the blond’s lips asking for entrance, which is granted immediately. As the two tongues fight for dominance, breathing becomes a problem, so regretfully Spencer pulls away, but rests her forehead onto Ashley’s. As they catch their breaths they keep their eyes on each other, Spencer decides to break the silence. “Please Ashley, don’t leave. I can’t keep living without being this close to you, kissing you” she gives her a quick kiss “or felling you skin under my fingers. Don’t leave me.”

Ashley closes her eyes and as she begins to speak she opens them to look into the beautiful blue orbs in from of her. “Spencer, I don’t want to either, but you’re with Aiden, I thought that’s what you wanted. That’s why I backed off, I didn’t want to make anything worse for you,” she sighs “You and Aiden make sense for you family, I get it, I just can’t be here anymore because no matter how much I try to avoid you I can’t and it hurts so much.” she starts to gently push Spencer away so she can leave the love of her life to be happy and “normal” but she’s stopped when the younger girl pushes into her and quickly kisses her again. “Ashley, I don’t want Aiden,I want you, I always did. I just didn’t want my family to suffer and I was going to give up being happy with you for them, but I can’t anymore. I love you and want you. I don’t want to make the world happy, the only person I want to make happy is you and that’ll make me happy. I want to be YOUR girlfriend, not Aiden’s or anyone else’s.”