It’s Saturday morning. I wake up and the first thought that comes to my mind is Spencer. How the fuck am i supposed to fix things? She must be freaked out and confused. This ruins the plan big time…and part of me really wanted to just kiss her regardless of the plan. She’s fascinating and i’m really falling for her.

I decide to call Aiden.

"Hello"
"Hey Aid"
"Hey, you sound wierd, something up?" damn he knows me too well.
"yeah, i’m kind of screwed with the whole Spencer plan"
"What happened?"
"Well we almost kissed, she actually went in to kiss me, but stupid Glen ruined the moment and she just freaked and ran to her door, what should i do?"
"Did you text her or call?"
"No i should probably do some damage control though right?"
"yeah defintely, call me back later and tell me what happens".

I decide on skipping the frustration of texting and call Spencer

"Hey Ashley" she sounds calm.
"Hey Spencer, what’s up?"
"Um, nothing much just got back from breakfast with my family"
"cool"
"yeah"
awkward…now i’m thinking i should have texted
"so i probably can guess why you called"
"yeah, last night…"
"things almost got out of hand, i really like you ashley…as a friend, i mean i let my emotions get the best of me and I almost kissed you, i take my brother interrupting us as a sign that it wasn’t meant to happen"
"yeah, defintely, i was just calling to say that."
"i hope that you don’t think i was leading you on"
"no, never"
"yeah well, i’m glad we got that out of the way, i have to go but i’ll see you tonight maybe?"
"yeah, your going to Jen’s house party?"
"yeah me and Charlie are going"
"very cool, i guess i’ll see you around"
"bye"

wow. she did what a typical straight girl would do, blame it on her emotions and such…at least she’s not freaking out, she’s just trying to deny it. whatever, seeing her with Charlie will remind me why i started this whole thing in the first place.

Spencer:

I feel like a complete asshole. I defintely led Ashley on and I was defintely the one going in for a kiss. I really am confused right now. I really feel different when i’m with Ashley…i feel completely alive. I swear I can feel she feels the same way about me. But I don’t like girls, I can’t. I have a boyfriend, I’m straight. I probably just think i like Ashley because it’s the first time i have a friend who is a lesbian thats all, i’m sure. but why do i keep thinking of how incredibly beautiful she is?, I find myself checking her out every chance that i get, her tight body…i really need to snap out of this.
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I’m getting dressed for Jen’s party. I’m trying to look my best. In reality i hate King High kids, i’m going for free booze and drugs, and to keep up with the plan. To be honest i’m kind of pissed off that Spencer refuses to believe she could have feelings for me, i know she has to feel the same way i do right now, she almost kissed me not the other way around. I really hate that i care this much. She’s just supposed to be something i use to hurt Charlie, nothing more.

I drive to pick up Aiden and we drive to the party, when we arrive the party is in full swing. As I walk around i notice almost everyone is already drunk or getting there. I see Charlie with Spencer, he’s talking to a group of his jock friends, he is defintely drunk and has his arms around Spencer’s waist, while Spencer is just staring at nothing. I’m not going to approach her, i can’t deal with a sober Charlie and a drunk one would be ridiculous.

I wander around and talk to a few people and i decide to find Spencer thirty minutes later. This time, Charlie is no where to be found, but I see that Spencer is taking shots with a bunch of cheerleaders. This is really depressing to see for some reason, and i decide i need to wake up and feel great. I need some cocaine, two lines and i’ll be great and dandy. I take my bump and I suddenly feel energized and amazing.

Twenty minutes later i start feeling the down, i need to lie down. I find the closest empty room in Jen’s House and close the door and just lie down. I can’t stand anything right now, the down is hitting me so bad and the fact that Spencer didn’t even notice me tonight is killing me. I have my eyes closed with my hand over my head, i just want to shut out the world. Suddenly, i feel someone on top of me, much to my surprise…it’s Spencer.

"Spencer, what are you doing?"