I’m really fucking sick of waking up with these headaches…

My head pounded, any movement and I was sure I was done for, maybe I’ll just let myself die here…

I opened my eyes slowly…that’s when the sun sucker punched me in the face…making the head ache get more intense….10 fold.

Damn, I’m still here.

God, go away…take the sun with you….

Then, another punch to the face….

What the hell time was it!?

I looked over at the clock…. 10:14 am..

Holy shit, you’ve got to be kidding me…..I was supposed to pick up Spencer for school hours ago…….how the hell am I going to explain this one?

I shot up instantly, ignoring the pain that surged through my entire body…I had places to be…not that I wanted to be in school but this time I had a friend…and I had told her I was picking her up….God, she’s going to be so pissed….

I grabbed my cell phone off of my dresser and flipped it open instantly….16 missed calls….2 new text messages….all from Spencer Carlin.

Fuck! She’s probably so mad. Don’t tell me I just lost the only friend I had.

I opened the text messages and read them.

My heart fell to the floor, I’m pretty sure my stomach went down with it.

Message From: Spencer Carlin

(Hey. Where r u? R u still coming?)

Message From: Spencer Carlin

(Ash, I’m worried? U ok? Call me…)

Was she mad? Was she concerned?

I really fucked up this time…

I really didn’t have too much time to think about it because I needed to get to school. Wow, I needed to be there.

I ran into the bathroom and got into the shower.

I made it to King High by 11:23am. I had exact times down, trust me. A second didn’t go by where I was glaring at my cell phone. Get there. Get to school. Get to Spencer..

Spencer…

As I turned away from my locker the bell rang and classes began to interchange….thinking to my schedule I knew my next class was going to be with her so I waited for her to come walking towards our class. I stood patiently just outside.

My eyes caught hers as she approached the class. She looked so beautiful….flawless, yet again. I felt like hell but seeing her made me feel better. I offered her a smile, she shot me down with an angry glare.