It was nice…being with her again, dancing with her, being able to hold her…I love her with all my heart, I just don’t know what to do anymore…I have a huge decision to make, but what if Spencer and I aren’t meant to be together? Then I transfer schools out here and we break up…we’d probably be in the same dorm, probably share a room…get sick of each other…then what?

Regardless I didn’t spend the night with Spencer, I slept alone in my house because Kyla and Josh were on their honeymoon…I slept good knowing that Spencer and I were going to be ok, or at least it seemed like we would be…I woke up at like 8 in the morning and I never realized how much I hate being alone…

Spencer: hello?

Ashley: hey…did I wake you up?

Spencer: um… yea kinda…

Ashley: aw I’m sorry, I’ll let you go back to sleep…

Spencer: …no I’m up…what’s up? Are you ok? It’s like 8 in the morning

Ashley: no I’m fine it’s just uh…kyla and josh are on their honeymoon, and well…actually I just wanted to hear your voice…

Spencer: you want me to come over?

Ashley: um…no it’s too early

Spencer: no I’ll come over, just as long as you let me sleep when I get there…

Ashley: sure…

Spencer: ok I’ll be over in like 15 minutes…but warning I look like shit right now…

Ashley: not as bad as me…

Spencer: haha ok I’ll see you in a little bit…

Ashley: hey Spence…

Spencer: yea?

Ashley: I love you…

Spencer: love you too ash…bye…

Ashley: …bye

I just sat in my room and flipped through old scrapbooks of me and Spencer, I got stuck on my favorite picture of us…we were sitting on the beach and Spencer had her head on my shoulder and she was looking up at me just with her eyes and smiling and I was kissing her forehead…

Then I heard a knock at the front door…I answered the door in my boxers, and hoodie, messy hair and I had my glasses on…Spencer looked adorable, she had on big sweatpants, a t-shirt, her hair in a messy bun and her glasses on too…