On the way home Spencer decides to pick up some Chinese take out. Aiden’s not home and he hates Chinese food she thought ‘why not spoil myself’. After ordering almost everything on the menu she heads home to the quiet apartment and sets all her food down and removes her jacket while flicking on the television. “Ugh, I hate the news.” She goes to the bedroom and changes into some sweats and a cami to watch a movie but with nothing but terrible movies showing she just flipped to a random channel and found some random cartoons to watch. “Jeez, I feel like a big kid.” After about half an hour of laughing her ass off she flips to a video channel. I don’t think I’ve watched a music video in ages. she thought to herself and watched content for a few minutes before she felt a rumble in her bladder where she had be holding off going to the bathroom for too long. Too long actually. Running, she barely made it to the restroom. Upon returning she walks past the TV playing something by Stacie Orrico and goes to grab a beer from the kitchen. “Man, that girl has a beautiful voice.”

You take good care of me
I really should be pleased
I know you probably wont believe its not you, babe its me

I don’t know why I don’t love you anymore
And though I try it’s just not like it was before
I wish that I had reason to be mad at you
Then maybe I would not feel bad for leaving you

You may not like what I have got to say
Baby I cant do this no other way
My feelings for you boy just ain’t the same
Make this easy please
Don’t ask me to stay
Please don’t say you love me, I know you do
Don’t know why I’m not still in love with you
My feelings for you boy just ain’t the same
Make this easy please don’t ask me to stay

At this point she sat down actually listening to the words of the song

Maybe its life itself
You know how these things go
Maybe I’ve just grown out of you
Maybe we’ll never know
I know sometimes I’ll miss you
This may just be my loss
Though it may not seem that way
Maybe we are better off