Graduation Day     :::11:::

Previously on Grad. Day:

Ashley fucked up…end of story, and Spencer may not know exactly what she wants from ashley anymore, and Chad’s just a typical guy…

It’s pretty late and to top that off it’s storming…I usually love watching thunderstorms and hearing the rain fall, but that’s when Spencer’s with me…one thing about being so close to the beach is to look out onto the water during storms…it’s amazing. I wish she were here with me, but she made it clear she didn’t want to talk to me for the rest of the night. We’ve never had fights like these…we’ve had some pretty bad ones, but none like these…maybe it’s because we’re getting older, and we’re growing up, or maybe we’ve just grown apart.

Chad: hello?

Ashley: hey…

Chad: hey are you ok?

Ashley: uh…no not really…do you think you could come over?

Chad: ash…I can’t, that’s not a good idea, I mean after last night…can’t you talk to Ky?

Ashley: chad please…I need my best friend…

Chad: ok…I’ll be over in a few minutes…

Ashley: thanks…

Chad: yea

I was in my room crying…then Chad let himself into my room and came and sat at my drum set and I was sitting down with my back against my wall…

Chad: what happened now?

Ashley: I told her I was transferring to Santa Barbara…I told her I loved her, how I’m in love with her, then she just said she couldn’t talk to me…not now atleast…

Chad: ash…

Ashley: I’m so in love with her…I need her so bad Chad

I started crying again…

Chad: do you think…

Ashley: do I think what?

Chad: do you think you could see yourself living with her? If not maybe more?

Ashley: yea…I had everything planned out…the perfect proposal. That’s not gonna happen anymore though…

Chad: don’t say that ash…

Ashley: why’d you ask?

Chad: no I just…I just wish I could have made you that happy ya know?

Ashley: I was happy with you…you know that…

Chad: I know, but I just, I said that same thing you just said about Spencer about you…

Ashley: you…you did?