"Spencer…. um..I"  Ohh just ask her already I tell myself.  I have loved her for 10 years and maybe my whole life and I know that it will never change, she is more than a lover she is also my best friend.

 *SO WHY CANT I JUST TELL HER THAT I YELL AT MYSELF*  "Spence…ohh wait I want to do this right" I turn around and face her looking right in her eyes.  I watch the air breezing in and out of her hair she looks amazing the sun is going down and the ocean looks perfect right now I have to do this now it will not get any better than this.  "Spence…" 

"Ash what is going on with you?  It’s been 5 minutes since you finished a sentence." She looks at me and smiles and I feel all of my stress just fade away at that moment.  I get down on my knee.  "Spencer Carlin I love you with everything I have in me I have loved you since I was 16 and I know in my heart that I will love you the rest of my life…. Will you marry me?" 

Their I said it I take a deep breath and I see her smile big as I take a ring out of my pocket and hold it up to her finger.  She moves her finger towards the ring so I can put it on and I pull it back a little smiling at her.  "You don’t get the ring until I get an answer” She gets down on her knees with me and she pulls me close to her wrapping her arms around my neck she kisses me so soft it feels like what I would imagine a butterfly flapping would and she pulls me to her and whispers in my ear "Of course I will marry you Ashley Davies” She leans back and we kiss again but this time I pull her to me I want to feel every part of her.  To memorize the way she smells and the way she feels and the way she kisses me and I feel like I could fly.

"Now can I have my ring?"  She laughs and whines in my ear I laugh at her and roll my eyes.  "So that is the only reason you said yes" I joke, I take her hand in mine and she sticks her finger out so I can slide the ring on.  It fits her perfect and I smile realizing that I just made her my fiancé instead of my girlfriend and I love the sound of that in my head.