Ashley’s pov

Once Chelsea and I get to the hospital we run in and ask the secretary for help

Ashley- “excuse me um… do you know where you guys are holding Spencer carlin??” if they wont tell me I swear to god I will break into each one of these rooms until I find her

Secretary- “um yes she is being held in room 257B but im afraid you cannot go in there. As of this moment she is not allowed any visitors”

Ashley- what the fuck?? Ok just calm down or else you will get pulled away by security “ok thank you very much and do you happen to know where the bathroom is??”  haha typical question, how stupid am I?

Secretary- “yes miss, you take the elevator to the 2^nd floor and it should be in the hallway to the right” score!!!!!

Ashley- “ok thank you very much”

I pull Chelsea over to the waiting room and sit down with her

Ashley- “ok listen Chelsea do you think that you could do me a huge favor and wait here while I go look for Spencer??? I really need to see her before…. I don’t know maybe before it’s too late”

Ashley starts to softly cry just thinking about the pain that Spencer must be in

Chelsea- “oh Ashley don’t cry its going to be ok… she is in the hospital where people are taking care of her where you don’t have to worry, but I guess I cant say the same thing about clay since there was no one there that could help him”

Ashley- “your right and I am terribly sorry about clay…. I know what he meant to you”

Chelsea- “yeah I did love him with all my heart, and with me being pregnant and having this baby and everything is just going to make me emotionally worse”

Ashley- “well don’t worry because once you have this baby me and Spencer are going to help you take care of it…. And maybe I could even use my “Davies” charm to help you find you a man” im so glad I can still make her smile even though her whole world fell apart

Chelsea- laughs “well you do that then…. Ok so enough talking and go find your woman!!”

Ashley- “hahaha thank you very much Chelsea, you are such a life savor”

I slowly stand up and walk to the elevator, I see that Spencer’s room is also on the 2^nd floor so I enter the elevator and try to wait patiently…. But I end up getting caught up in my thoughts…. I mean what if I lose Spencer??? I’ll probably fall back onto drugs and alcohol and have sex with every girl I see at grays until I get and STD and die…. No I cannot think like that Spencer is not dead, the worst it could be is her being paralyzed or brain dead, oh my god what if she doesn’t remember me??? Ok even if that did happen I would try to jog her memory every chance I get, I will not have her live a lie, because of her “oh so catholic” mother Paula is against her being gay. No I will not stand for it, if that happens again we will run away together again but we wont come back…. Ok just think happy thoughts im almost there

I begin to walk out of the elevator but I am stopped by my girlfriends dad and her angry beast of a mother Paula  

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~LF~