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    Always Her – (Chapter: chapter twelve)

    Story written on May 20, 2009 by SoNFANFOREVER.
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    what ashley’s been up to

    I drove just over seven hours that night. All the way to Paradise, California. I found the name to be quite ironic considering my situation. Whatever the name, I needed to sleep. I checked into a hotel, sent Ryan a quick text telling him where I was while waiting in the elevator, and collapsed onto the bed when I entered the room. I laid there for a few minutes trying to sleep until I ran to the bathroom. I had cried so much that I made myself vomit. That was a completely new and none too pleasant experience for me. I crawled back to the bed, I was so overwhelmed and exhausted that my mind and body literally shut down. Thankfully my sleep was dreamless, I didn’t need to be haunted by her anymore that night.

    When I awoke the next afternoon, after a good fourteen hours of sleep, I was so depressed that I immediately began to cry again. I didn’t want to but my heart had other plans. I had never woken up only to start crying and I realized this was what it meant to be heartbroken. Had I ever caused anyone to feel like this? The old me wouldn’t have cared. But this new me, the one who had just had her world crushed into an infinite amount of pieces, felt bad about it. I felt empty. Each breath I took was labored. My body seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. I had no desire to move from the bed I was in and didn’t think my body would function even if I did. My life felt like it was over and I had never wanted to die more than I did then.

    I stayed that way, in bed, for three days. Three long days and my eyes still refused to dry. I could barely open them because of the swelling caused by all the tears. I didn’t eat, just the thought of it nauseated me. I sipped water periodically during the day but couldn’t do much else. I stared out the window, thinking how differently things could have turned out if only she had broken through her barriers. Of course thinking that caused me to cry harder. I was slowly driving myself to the brink of insanity.

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    3. Gasp! YAY!!! Man I was really hoping that would happen and then when it did, it just made everything so much better. I was ready to shed tears for Ashley, but now I’m just suspicious to see how Spencer is going to explain herself and make it up to Ashley. Fantastic update!!!

    5. My heart physically stopped beating just then. Noooooooo! Please, please put me out of my misery, when you have time of course lol! I’m hoping Spencer pulls her head out of her ass….but the road to Spashely is never smooth *sigh*.

    7. WHAT!!!!!!!! Oh now that’s a cliff hanger! Great update. I hope she realized what she was throwing away. That she would search for her true love. I need to know what happens post soon

    8. what!!!!!!!! tht was a low blow man….low blow…Thnk god ash didnt go into the bar or she would have never new the spence was there at her room door…i wonder whats gonna happen..hopefully spence knows what she’s missing since ash left..and if she came there to cry over jaycen then she’s a total bitch…but n e ways update like asap

    9. Now that’s what I’m talking about, Spencer! Get your shit together and take charge a little! Awesome update, sands cliffhanger, but that was kinda great too. Pms!

    10. OMG!!! I can not believe you left it there!!! Damn that was great I’m so happy Spencer’s there but I’m hoping she not there to say good bye. Poor Ashley I hope they can work things out they belong together WAKE UP SPENCER!!!! Please update soon =0)

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