It had been several hours since Ashley had dropped Spencer at home and their accidental kiss had happened.

Spencer had taken a long shower trying to ease the stress of the day. She loved Ashley she knew that and she also knew she always would. It was that feeling of belonging, Spencer knew she belonged with Ash, but so many things had changed now. Ashley was pregnant, that alone raised so many issues. First she had to break the news to her parents. Knowing her dad would understand the situation and be ok with it made her feel a little at ease, but after all the fights and misery over Ashley she knew her mother would hit the roof then would throw it back in both of their faces every time she wanted to.

She knew sooner or later her mum would get used to it and things would settle down. But was she really ready to bring up a child? As soon as she had thought it the guilt took over her. It’s not as if ash was really ready to me a mother but did she have any choice?

She laid on her bed as a thousand thoughts ran through her head, in reality all she wanted was to be with the women she loved, but she just couldn’t decide whether they could over come this giant hurdle that had been thrown at them. She remembered the kiss and how right it had felt, how long she had missed kissing Ashley, she raised her fingers and touched her lips.

There was no doubting she loved Ash. But could she cope with all the drama that had kept coming every step of their relationship.

She heard a ping from her laptop signalling she had a message; she pulled her laptop on top of her as she opened up the message.

XXashleyrocksXX: Spence, u still up??

Ohioqt: Yeah im up, u ok?

XXashleyrocksXX: Yeah

XXashleyrocksXX: wat u doin?

Ohioqt: just laid in bed thinkin

XXashleyrocksXX: bout?

Ohioqt: U … Me…US!

XXashleyrocksXX: oh rite, and?

Spencer froze, did she tell Ashley the truth or did she cover up

Ohioqt : Ash I love you,  I new I loved u since day one wen we were laid in ur bed n our hands touched n I no I will always love u