((ash’s POV))

we had left the beach and headed for spencer’s house. "i love you spencer carlin."

"i love you to ashley davies."

"one day soon i’ll prove this." i had said this knowing this surprise would show spencer my love.

"i had soo much fun today and this whole day was so beautiful!"

"well i try ash what can i say i’m a miracle worker."

"i believe it. your the only one who can make me feel a fuzzy warmth in my tummy everytime you smile. your the only one i love spencer carlin."

"aww ash that was adorable. and…and so meaningful. god i love you babe." spencer started to sob

she rushed and kissed me as fast as possible. i loved her kisses especially when she ment them. but this kiss wasn’t like any other kiss. it wasn’t a passionate kiss and it wasn’t a hard kiss it was a kiss that sent me crying.

"what did i do?"

"nothing spence its just i’ve never been kissed that way before."

"oh, i was just trying to kiss as much and as meaningful as my love for you ash."

"i think it ment more than just i love you. i don’t know what that is but it means so much."

as spencer leaned in for another kiss less meaningful this time but paula had emergied through the front door so i could care less how meaningful it was. paula hated watching us kiss, which made it all the more better.

"i got to go love you hun"

"you to babe"

i pulled out of the drive way on my way back to my house trying to figure out the right word to name that kiss, it wasn’t a hard kiss or a passionate kiss it was so much more than both of those. this was killing me i loved that kiss i wanted more. if it wasn’t for my stupid crying i could have had more but no.

i had gotten on my laptop to see if spencer was on yet. it was about that time for her to check her e-mail. and then she signed on.