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The eye lock had made the girls heart race and they each noticed, in the back of Spencer’s mind she knew she couldn’t do this, she couldn’t kiss her, she shouldn’t even had this feeling, but she did, and she couldn’t control it.

Ashley was worse, she wanted to close the gap between them so bad but Jordan was her best friend, and her boss. Why did she always get the good girls, she knows Jordan just going to end up hurting Spencer, why couldn’t she have met her first.

As the awkward moment deepened Spencer began to inch closer to Ashley, knowing she wanted it, but she wasn’t even sure the other girl wanted it. What was she thinking her brain was screaming no, but the rest of her was saying you want this more than anything else. Ashley noticed the creeping and wanted to accept it so badly but knew it would ruin her and Jordan and she couldn’t bear to do that.

Ashley then whispered nearly centimeters from Spencer’s lips “I can’t”

Spencer’s heart instantly sank in rejection, the only thoughts shooting through her head was that Ashley didn’t like her like that, what she was feeling was one sided and she couldn’t believe she had just done that, she almost did exactly what she stands against.

Ashley then pushed herself up and held out her hands to help Spencer form the ground

“I’m sorry” this was the only thing Spencer could bare to get out

“Don’t be” Ashley said knowing she wanted it just as bad

“So let’s go get that caffeine” Ashley said knocking shoulders with an obviously disappointed and embarrassed Spencer

“Yeah definitely”

The girls creeped down stairs and got coffee and were about to go back up when they heard a noise from the bathroom

“Jordan” both girls said in unison looking at each other

“I’ll check on her, you can go ahead” Spencer said feeling awkward being around Ashley right now

“No I’ve seen the mess she can make, you’ll need backup”

“Alright thanks” Spencer said not meaning it

The girls creeped into the bathroom only to be relieved that she had slurped down the entire bottle of water and was curled up with the towels sleeping peacefully

“Ok so I can’t bear to wake her, she looks so cute curled up with those towels” Ashley said laughing silently

“I have to get the camera” Spencer said turning around to go grab her camera

“Good idea”

After taking many blackmail pictures the girls resumed their positions on the couch on the patio, by this time it was sunrise around 5:15 and the girls were prepared to watch it rise

“So we broke it” Spencer said

“What, we didn’t break anything, the drunks may have but we sure didn’t” Ashley said worried

“no, your record, its past five hours now, we’ve talked longer out of free will than you did trapped in an elevator” Spencer said

Ashley couldn’t believe it, why didn’t she kiss this girl, she was amazing. She just stared into the green eyes in front of her. Spencer returned the gaze and just grinned

“Spencer…” Ashley paused not knowing if she should even say anything

“Yeah” Spencer said in a whispering tone

“I, I….am really cold and your sitting on our blanket” Ashley finished the sentence with something completely stupid knowing she shouldn’t and couldn’t say what she was thinking

What was she going to do; Ashley was so confused, frustrated, furious, happy, tired, stressed…she didn’t know what to do, should she be honest with Spencer, better yet, should she be honest with Jordan? She had a feeling this day was going to be a very stressful one, somehow.

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