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    Spashback – (Chapter: Where I Stood)

    Story written on July 8, 2007 by queereye.
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    It’s been two years since that fateful night at the Prom. Ashley chose to be with Aiden, and as a result she and Spencer have drifted apart. On the night of Senior Prom, Ashley is throwing a party and can’t wait to see Spencer again. But is something or somebody going to get in the way of the rebuilding of their friendship and indeed relationship?

    Where I Stood

    I don’t know what I’ve done
    Or if I like what I’ve begun
    But something told me to run
    And honey you know me it’s all or none

    There were sounds in my head
    Little voices whispering
    That I should go and this should end
    Oh and I found myself listening

    ‘Cause I don’t know who I am, who I am without you
    All I know is that I should
    And I don’t know if I could stand another hand upon you
    All I know is that I should
    ‘Cause she will love you more than I could
    She who dares to stand where I stood

    And I won’t be far from where you are if ever you should call
    You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
    But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
    This is what I have to do

    *****

    Ashley briefly stopped rushing around the lounge area of her home to check out her reflection. For about the twentieth time since she and Aiden had got back from the Prom, Ashley ran her hands through the front of her hair and straighten her ponytail. She gazed at herself anxiously and let out a deep breath before walking away. She was nervously readjusting her loop earrings when Aiden came in from the kitchen holding a large bag of plastic cups. He had undone the bow tie on his rented tux and had it slung around his shoulders. He looked every inch the playboy.

    “What’s wrong babe? It’s not like the unflappable Ashley Davies to be nervous about a party.” Aiden said laughing at Ashley’s increasingly manic actions.

    “Look, it’s just…” Ashley stopped herself before revealing too much. Now was not the time to have this conversation. “Y’know, it’s Senior Prom night. I can’t hold an after party that sucks!”

    “It’ll be cool Ash, stop worrying.” Aiden said as he came up behind Ashley and put his arms around her waist. “How about I go put on a CD and pour us a drink and then we can get the party started?” He said whilst cuddling into her hair.

    “A drink, yes. Music, no. There’s a reason I hired a DJ, Aiden. Nobody wants to hear your Billy Ocean greatest hits CD.”

    “Hey, everybody loves Billy!” Aiden laughed and kissed the top of her head. Ashley couldn’t help but smile, which at least helped to calm the somersaults her stomach was doing.

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    3. I HATE Ashden!! But I love this story. Ashley is so conflicted, isn’t she? Even after two years. The question is, why is she trying to force her relationship with Aiden so much? If the mere presence of Spencer makes her question their relationship, why is she with him? I’m sure it’s easy for her to be with him when Spencer is no where around, as it seems this was the case the last two years. But obviously, things change when Spencer’s there. I can’t imagine it was easy for Spencer to be in the same school as Ashley and Aiden and to see them together. This whole situation is worst case scenario for me because there I love my Spashley so much. You did a tremendous job showing the conflict Ashley still feels after two years. I think it’s time for Ashley to finally be honest though. And I think, and hope, that her honesty leads her away from Aiden and to Spencer. But will Spencer be there for Ashley this time? It might be too late for them. Anyway, I can’t wait until you post again. Sorry my comment got so lengthy.

    5. Thanks for the comments so far guys. I also don’t agree that Ashley and Aiden are meant to be together, but I do think there is something between them.. I may be just about as conflicted as Ashley! I’ve got loads of ideas for the second chapter which is well under way and I hope I can make it do justice to the first. I’m glad you guys have picked up on the whole theme of Ashley’s tendency to always expect Spencer to be there to fall back when she has her own life to live.. That’s exactly what I was going for. I promise to post more soon!

    8. I really love this storyline. I like the sexual tension you created between Spencer & Ashley, even though they haven’t spoken to one another in 2 years. My favorite lines were: “Spencer Carlin, are you trying to feel me up?” Ashley whispered. “You wish, Davies.” Spencer muffled, and proceeded to fall fast asleep. Ashley smiled as sleep took her. They still love one another…there is hope and I’m looking forward to the next update. Well done!

    11. I HATE Ashden!! But I love this story. Ashley is so conflicted, isn’t she? Even after two years. The question is, why is she trying to force her relationship with Aiden so much? If the mere presence of Spencer makes her question their relationship, why is she with him? I’m sure it’s easy for her to be with him when Spencer is no where around, as it seems this was the case the last two years. But obviously, things change when Spencer’s there. I can’t imagine it was easy for Spencer to be in the same school as Ashley and Aiden and to see them together. This whole situation is worst case scenario for me because there I love my Spashley so much. You did a tremendous job showing the conflict Ashley still feels after two years. I think it’s time for Ashley to finally be honest though. And I think, and hope, that her honesty leads her away from Aiden and to Spencer. But will Spencer be there for Ashley this time? It might be too late for them. Anyway, I can’t wait until you post again. Sorry my comment got so lengthy.

    13. Thanks for the comments so far guys. I also don’t agree that Ashley and Aiden are meant to be together, but I do think there is something between them.. I may be just about as conflicted as Ashley! I’ve got loads of ideas for the second chapter which is well under way and I hope I can make it do justice to the first. I’m glad you guys have picked up on the whole theme of Ashley’s tendency to always expect Spencer to be there to fall back when she has her own life to live.. That’s exactly what I was going for. I promise to post more soon!

    16. I really love this storyline. I like the sexual tension you created between Spencer & Ashley, even though they haven’t spoken to one another in 2 years. My favorite lines were: “Spencer Carlin, are you trying to feel me up?” Ashley whispered. “You wish, Davies.” Spencer muffled, and proceeded to fall fast asleep. Ashley smiled as sleep took her. They still love one another…there is hope and I’m looking forward to the next update. Well done!

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