after the bell rang i went to my locker ashley in toe.

"so like do we ride the bus?" i looked at her

"yeah moms never home neither is dad so i’m all on my own for rides to places." she looked hurt when she mentioned her parents.

"oh" i said not knowing what to do to comfort her.

i grabbed my bag and we headed for the bus this time i was behind her. ddddang shes got a nice butt. wow spencer did you just think that? i thought to myself. i had so many butterflies it felt like i could float away.

i have never been in love or on a date for that fact. many guys have asked me out but i just blow them off.

we found an empty seat and i sat next to her as she stared out the window.

"have you ever dated anyone?" i question being very random but curious.

"yeah many guys" she replied not making any eye contact.

we rode the rest of the way in silence but our legs were close enough to where our jeans touched and it almost burned. her touch did. i’ve never felt like this before ever.

when we arrived at her house i was shocked there was a big mansion protected by black metal gates with spear looking tops. 

she unlocked the door and led me up stairs still she was being silent. i felt bad maybe i should say something. i don’t know.

when we walked in her door i layed down on her bed and she layed next to me.

"whats it like to be in love?" kinda random.

"what?" she sounded confused.

"whats it like when you like someone and you think your in love?" i asked

"well i don’t know you get  a ton of butterflies in your stomach and when they touch you its almost a burning sensation. why do you ask?" she looked at me

"uhh….i…i don’t know just wondering i guess." lies i wanted this girl she explained exactly what i felt. i knew i was only 12 but still i loved this….i loved her.

so after a while of talking i went home and got on my computer i set up.

when all the sudden a messege popped up.

Ashley Davies has sent you a friend request. i accepted.

XxspencexX: hey

ZzashzZ: hey.

XxspencexX: so you know what you said eairler about likeing someone?

ZzashzZ: yeah….

XxspencexX: well i think i feel that around a person but i don’t know if they feel the same.

ZzashzZ: well maybe you should tell the person about it. confess your feelings who knows maybe they feel the same way.

XxspencexX: good point tomorrow at school i’ll tell them.

ZzashzZ: you go girl but i have to go ttyl

XxspencexX: alright bye ash

ZzashzZ: bye spence

and she logged off i had enough guts to confess to her its just hard to think of words.

i jumped into bed and went fast asleep

"SPENCERRRR GET UPPP!!!" my dad said shaking me.

i was patting his face.

"what in the world are you doing spencer?" he question my hadn running over his face and shoulders.

"looking for a snooze button." i mumbled tiredly

"come on spencer time for school" he said laughing

i rolled out of bed and got dressed for probably a big day.

when i arrived at school ashley was waiting for me.

"do you want me to go with you when you confess to this person?" she asked

"naw i think you’ll be around…your in the same class as the person." i smiled to myself.

we both sat by eachother in english and i turned to her.

"hey ash" i whispered.

"yeah" she whispered back

"okay here it goes….ashley i…..i…think…i like…."

"spit it out spence" she cut me off.

"ashley i like you"

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